正文 第 20 封信：太丑的生活，只因太贫穷

  小笨笨：

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span说得对&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span确实退步&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span东西越来越&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span能打动&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k22&一t;&/span曾&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span度怀疑自己：&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span江郎才尽&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span二十&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span岁&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span阅历和单调&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span职场&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span模式禁锢&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span作时天马行空&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span脚步&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span

  这&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span给&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span第20封信&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span回顾以往&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span这些信&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span很&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span时候&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span知&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span觉把自己变成&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span讨&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span厌&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span灵导师&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span好为&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span师地跟&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span巴啦巴啦讲&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span些&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span大道理&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  殊&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span知&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span男女间恋爱&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span需要讲&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span道理&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span忘&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span恋&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span相处&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span秘密&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span——真&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  确实&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span现在&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span文字越来越少触及内&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span真&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span越来越没有&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span以往&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span风格&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k22&一t;&/span难怪&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span才思泉枯&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span越&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span越陷入迷茫&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span困境&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  此时反思&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span想&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span找到原&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  第&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span懈怠&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span学习&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span过去年少&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span经事&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span才&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span支撑&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span起&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span作野&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span；

  第二&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span已&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span再那个&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span忧柴米油盐&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span白面书&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span而&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span奔疲于营&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span社会&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span方式变&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span态&span cs&一t;ntext_k22&一t;&/span变&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span并&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span否认大学毕业后到社会这几年&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span所得&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span但同时&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span残酷&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span现实&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k22&一t;&/span吞噬&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span浪漫主义&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span好奇&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span和刚刚萌芽&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span才&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  太美&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span承诺&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span只&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span太年轻&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span现在&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span出学&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span时代&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span《未来爱&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span想对&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span说》&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span够喜欢&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span而&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span里&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span琐事占据&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span大部分时间和&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span希望&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span能理解&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  没&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span学&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span时代&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span纯粹&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span社会&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span权衡利弊；没&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span闲&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span逸致&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span劳疲；没&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span妮妮喃喃&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span爱&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span现实&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span反思···

  成&span cs&一t;ntext_k22&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span败&span cs&一t;ntext_k22&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  故事变&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span累反而&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span想诉说&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  今日&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span沉默&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span过去矫&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span欠下&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span债&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span现在&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span无&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span过去&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span犯下&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span罪&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  请&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span要怪&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span没有以前&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span浪漫&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k22&一t;&/span请放&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span这只&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span暂时&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span会打开内&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span那个缤纷&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span彩&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span真&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span世界&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span迎接&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span到来&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  太美&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span话&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span只&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span太年轻&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  太丑&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span只&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span太&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span贫穷&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  原想在信&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span最后给&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span首诗&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span但提起笔&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span出&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span个字&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span才发现自己内&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span诗&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span画意被现实&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k20&一t;&/span囚禁&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span无奈&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span只好用7年前&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span知&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span诗&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span诗&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span赠予&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  虽幼稚&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span但至少比现在&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span真&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  《&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span残疾&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k14&一t;&/span》

  在&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span孤单&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span日子里&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span唯&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span跳&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span要将这颗&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span交给&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span全部——交给&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span！

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span却丢弃在寒风里任霜摧雨打

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span那么得虚弱 那么得易寒 这已&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span所有

  都毫&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span保留地给&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span &span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span还有什么&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span放&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span

  难道&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k21&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span为&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span曾无悔&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span爱过某个&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span

  难道&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k21&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span为&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span曾痴痴地等过某个&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span

  难道&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k21&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span为&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span记载着太&span cs&一t;ntext_k18&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span风霜&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span

  难道&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k21&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span为&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span被思念割下&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span伤痕&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span

  难道&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k21&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span为这与爱&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span无关&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span切&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span切而拒绝&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span吗&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span觉得&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span丑陋&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span觉得&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span血淋淋&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span害怕&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span逃避&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span已&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span再炽热&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span烫伤&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span仅存&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span温度&span cs&一t;ntext_k22&一t;&/span渐渐地被风干 &span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span或许下&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span秒&span cs&一t;ntext_k21&一t;&/span会死去

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span迫切地需要&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span需要&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span呵护

  捧起&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span吧温柔地捧起&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span吧

  只要给&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span点真爱 &span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k21&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k8&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span主&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span残疾&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span 有手有脚却无&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span来&span cs&一t;ntext_k21&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span空&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span

  &span cs&一t;ntext_k17&一t;&/span为爱 &span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span输掉&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k10&一t;&/span

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