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Her Town, Her Sheep

  HerTown,HerSheep

  byMURAKAMIHaruki

  TranslatedbyKiki

  ThefirstsnowoftheyearhasstartedtofalloreetsofSapporoinnorthernJapan.Itbeganasrainagedtosnow.Itdidn’ttakelongbeforeithadgedbacktorain.HoweveroreetsofSapporosnowreallyisn’tthatromantic.It’saboutasweleasanunpopularrelative.ItisFridayOctober23.

  Wheokyoona747fromNaritaairport,IwaswearingonlyaT-shirt.ItstartedtosnowbeforeIhadfinishedlisteningtomy90-miapeonmywalkman.

  “Thatsoundsaboutparforthecourse,”myfriendsaidtome.“Wegenerallygetthefirstsnowfalloftheyearaboutnow,aurnscold.”

  “Itgetsreallycold,doesn’tit?”

  “Nokidding.Itgetsreally,really,cold.”

  WegrewupinasmallquietneighborhoodinKobeiernJapan.Ourhouseswereseparatedbyabout50meters.Weattehjuniorandsenihschooltogether.Wealsowentonschooltripsanddoubledateswitheachother.Osodrunkthatwerolledoutofthecabwhenitsdoorspoppedopen.Aftergraduatingfromhighschoolweattendeddifferentcolleges:IwenttoTokyowhilehemovednorthtoHokkaido.ImarriedoneofmyclassmatesfromTokyo,andmyfriendmarriedaclassmateofhisfromthecityofOtaruinHokkaido.That’sjustthewaylifeworksout.Wewerescatteredlikeseedsinthewind.

  IfhehadattendedcollegeinTokyoandifIhadgoocollegeinHokkaido,ourlivesmighthaveturpletelydifferent.PerhapsImighthaveworkedforatravelagency,gallivantingalllobe.HemayhavebeeawriterinTokyo.Butfateledmetowritenovelswhilehispathtookhimtoatravelagendyeteverydaythesuntioshine.

  Myfriendhasasixyearoldson,Hokuto,andhealwayscarriesthreepicturesofhissoninhiswallet:Hokutoplayingwithsheepatthezoo;Hokutdressclothesfortheautumnchildren’sShichigosaival;Hokutoridingarocketattheplayground.Ilookedateachpicturethreetimes,oeranother,beforereturniohim.Ipickedupmybeerandgrabbedsomeicy“ruibe”,aHokkaidodelicacy.

  “Bytheway,howisPdoing?”Heaskedme.

  “Prettygood,”Ianswered.“JusttheotherdayIbumpedintohimoreet.Hegotdivordisnowlivingwithayoungwoman.”

  “WhataboutQ?”

  “He’swforanadagency,writingsomejustterriblecopy.”

  “Thatdoesn’tsurpriseme..”

  Etc.Etc.

  Wepaidforthechedlefttherestaurant.Ithadstartedtorainagain.

  “Say,haveyoureturoKoberetly?”Iasked.

  “Nope,”shakinghishead.“It’sjusttoofaraway.Howaboutyou?”

  “Meher.Idon’treallyhavemuchdesiretogoback.”

  “Yeah.”

  “Iimagiheneighborhoodhasreallygedovertheyears.”

  WewalkedaroureetsofSapporoforonlytenmoreminutes,quicklyrunningoutofthingstotalkabout.Ireturomyhotelabacktohissmallapartment.

  “Doraakecareofyourself.”

  “Youtoo.”

  Suddenlythethudofavertermademerealizethattomorroillagainbeseparatedbyover500kilometers.Inafewdayswewillagainbewalkingondifferentstreets.Wewillreturntoourrespectivebroutines.Wewilltiheaimlessuphillstruggleasmembersoftheratrace.

  BamyhotelroomIturheTVandstartedtowatchalocalpublicservice-program.Climbingohwithouttakingmyshoesoff,Iattackedmysmokedsalmonsandwidbeerfromroom-service,absent-mindedlygazingatthes.

  Ayoungwomanwearingadarkbluedresswasstandingalohemiddleofthes.Thecamerafocusedonherlikeapatientivore.Itwastransfixede.Thecameraangledidn’tadvanceorretreat.IfeltlikeIwaswatgaGoddardmovie.

  “IworkinthepublicityseoftheRTownlocalgover,”thewomansaid.Shespokewithaslightlocalatandhervoicecrackedabit,maybeshewasalittlenervous.“RTownissmall,ulationofonlyabout7500people.Nobodyfamoushaseverefromourlittletown,soIdon’tthinkanyofyouhaveeverheardofit.”

  That’stoobadIthought.

  “Ourmainindustriesareagricultureanddairyfarming.Riceusedtobeourtown’sprimaryindustry.Butretgoveralsubsidypolicieshaveforcedaradicalshifttowardbarley,wheataablesforthesuburbs.Oskirtsoftowntherearepastureswithabouttwohundredheadofcattle,ahundredhorsesaswellasahundredsheep.Atthemomentthebreedingoflivestotioincrease.Overthehreeyearsweanticipatefurtherincreasesiockprodu.“

  Iwouldn’treallydescribethewomaiful.Shewasabouttwenty,wearial-framedglasses.Shesmiledlikeabrokenrefrigerator.YetIthoughtshewaswonderful.ThisGoddardesquecamerateiquecapturedherbestfeature.Andittioemphasizethatfeature,keepihebestpossiblelight.Ifanyofuscouldspendtenminutesinfrontofthatcamera,maybewetoocouldlooksowonderful.That’showIsawit.

  “Inthemiddleofthe19thturygolddustwasdiscoveredintheRrivernearourlittletown.Soweenjoyedaslight“gold-dustboom”.Butsoonthegolddustwasexhausted,leavingbehindthescarsofinnumerableshadpathsonthemountain.It’sreallyquitesad.”

  Ipoppedthelastbiteofmysmokedsalmonsandwitomymouthandwasheditdownwiththelastofmybeer.

  “Thetown…umm…thepopulationofthetownpeakedatarouhousandafewyearsago.Howeverretlythenumberoffamilieswhohaveleftfarminghasincreased.Anotherproblemisthatouryoungpeoplehavebeguntoescapetothesuburbs.Morethanhalfofmyclassmateshavealreadymovedaway.Butthosewhohavedecidedtoremainaredoingtheirbestforourtown.”

  Shetiostareintothecameraasthoughitwereamirrorthatmightforetellthefuture.Sheseemedtobestaringdirectlyatme.Takinganotherbeerfromtherefrigerator,Ipulledthetabandtookabigdrink.

  Thewoman’stown.

  Ididn’thavemuchtroubleimagininghersmalltown:Atinytrainstatiorainstopsotimesaday.Asmallspaceheateriion’swaitingroom.Asmallsterilecircularareaforbusestopickuppeople.Aguidemapofthetownonwhichhalfofthelettersarenearlyillegible.Abedoldsandarowofmountainashtrees.Amangywhitedogtiredofliving.Aisementforschooluniformsandheadacheremedies.Arelativelybigbutuselessmai.Awant-adposterfortheJapanesedefenseforces.Athree-storydepartmentstoresellingavarietyofmiscellaneousstuff.Onesmalltravelagency.Afarmer’sco-op,aforestryterandananimalhusbandrybuilding.Thetown’spublicbath,itssolitarygraysmokestackstigupintothesky.Turnibeforethemaininterse,twoblocksdown,isthecityhallbuilding,whereshesitsatherdeskinthep.r.se.Yes,definitelyasmallbtown.Halfoftheyearcoveredwithsnow.Shesitsatherdeskwritingcopy:

  “Wewillsooributingmedicationfordisiingsheep.Ified,pleasepletetheproperformsandsubmitthemassoonaspossible.”BamysmallSapporohotelroomIsuddenlyexperieangibleewiththewoman’slife.Ihadmadetactwithherexistence.However,somethingismissing.IfeellikeIamwearingaborrowedsuitthatdoesn’tfitverywell.Idon’tfeelfortable.Myfeetareboundbyrope.Isidercuttingtheropewithadullhatchetblade,butifIdoso,howwillIreturn?Thatmakesmeuneasy.HoweverIhavetocuttherope.MaybeIhavedrunktoomuchbeer.Maybethesnowiscausingthissensation.That’sallIcouldthinkabout.Islipbaderhedarkwingsofreality.Mytown,hersheep.

  Nowshemustgethersheepreadytobedisiedbythatnewdrug.Metoo,Iogetmysheepreadyforwinter.Ihavetogatherhayandfillthetankswithkerosene.Ishouldgetthatwindowfixed.Afterallwinterisjustaroundtheer.“That’smytown,”thewomantiV.“It’snotsoiing,butit’smyhome.Ifyougetace,pleasevisitus.We’lldowhateverweforyou.”

  AndjustlikethatshevanishedfrommyTVs.Ituroffandfiherestofmybeer.Ibegantosidervisitiown.Maybeshecouldhelpme.ButafterallIprobablywouldaroundtovisitingit.Ihavealreadythrownawaytoomanythings.Outsideittiosnow.Ahundredheadofsheepclosedtheireyesinthedarkness.松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读