An Unexpected Visitor
NahmadebreakfastforAlliewhileshesleptinthelivingroom.Ba,biscuits,andcoffee,nothiacular.Hesetthetraybesideherasshewokeup,andassoonastheyhadfiing,theymadeloveagain.Itwasrelentless,apowerfulfirmationofwhattheyhadsharedthedaybefore.Alliearchedherbadcriedoutfiercelyinthefinaltidalwaveofsensations,thenedherarmsaroundhimastheybreathedinunison,exhausted.
Theyshoweredtogether,andafterwardAllieputonherdress,whichhaddriedht.
ShespentthemwithNoah.TogethertheyfedClemandcheckedthewindowstomakesurenodamagehadbeehestorm.Twopireeshadblowhoughherhadcausedmuchdamage,andafewshingles屋顶板hadblownofftheshed,butotherthanthat,thepropertyhadescapedprettymuscathed.
Heheldherhandmostofthemaalkedeasily,butsometimeshewouldstopspeakingandjuststareather.Whenhedid,shefeltasthoughsheshouldsaysomething,butnothingmeaningfulevercameintoherhead.Lostinthought,sheusuallyjustkissedhim.
Alittlebeforenoon,NoahandAlliewentintopreparelunch.Bothofthemwerestarvingagainbecausetheyhadenmuchthedaybefore.Usingwhathehadonhand,theyfriedsomechiandbakedachofbiscuits,awoofthemateontheporch,serenaded小夜曲;情歌byamogbird.
Whiletheywereinsidedoingthedishes,theyheardaknockatthedoor.NoahleftAlliei.
Knockagain.
"Iming,"Noahsaid.Knoock.Louder.Heapproachedthedoor.Knoock.
"Iming,"hesaidagainasheopehedoor.
"Oh,myGod."
Hestaredforamomentatabeautifulwomaninherearlyfifties,awomanhewouldhavereizedanywhere.
Noahcouldntspeak.
"Hello,Noah,"shefinallysaid.
Noahsaidnothing.
"MayIein?"sheasked,hervoicesteady,revealingnothing.
Hestammeredoutareplyasshewalkedpasthim,stoppingjustbeforethestairs.
"Whoisit?"Allieshoutedfromthekit,andthewomanturhesoundofhervoice.
"Itsyourmother,"Noahfinallyanswered,andimmediatelyafterhesaidit,heheardthesoundofbreakingglass.
"Iknewyouwouldbehere,"AnneNelsonsaidthterasthethreeofthemsataroundthecoffeetableinthelivingroom.
"Howcouldyoubesosure?"
"Youremydaughter.Onedaywhenyouhavekidsofyourown,youllknowtheanswer."
Shesmiled,buthermannerwasstiff,andNoahimaginedhowdifficultthismustbeforher."Isawthearticle,too,andIsawyourrea.Ialsosawhowtenseyouvebeenduricoupleofweeks,andwhenyousaidyoingshoppihecoast,Iklywhatyoumeant."
"WhataboutDaddy?"
AnneNelsonshookherhead."No,Ididnttellyourfatheroranyoneelseaboutit.NordidItellanyonewhereIwasgoingtoday."
Thetablewassilentforamomentastheywonderedwhatwasi,butAnneremainedquiet.
"Whydidyoue?"Alliefinallyasked.
Hermotherraisedaneyebrow."IthoughtIwouldbetheooaskthatquestion."
Alliepaled.
"IcamebecauseIhadto,"hermothersaid,"whichImsureisthesamereasonyoucame.AmIright?"
Allienodded.
AuroNoah."Theselastcoupleofdaysmusthavebeenfullofsurprises."
"Yes,"heansweredsimply,andshesmiledathim.
"Iknowyoudontthinkso,butIalwayslikedyou,Noah.Ijustdidntthinkyhtformydaughter.youuandthat?"
Heshookhisheadasheanswered,histoneserious."No,notreally.Itwasntfairtome,anditwasntfairtoAllie.Otherwiseshewouldntbehere."
Shewatchedhimasheanswered,butshesaidnothing.Allie,sensinganargument,:"Whatdoyoumeanwhenyousayyouhadtoe?Dontyoutrustme?"
Aurnedbackthter."Thishasnothingtodowithtrust.ThishastodowithLon.HecalledthehouselastnighttotalktomeaboutNoah,andhesonhiswayhererightnow.Heseemedveryupset.Ithoughtyoudwanttoknow."
Allieinhaledsharply."Hesonhisway?"
"Aswespeak.Hearraohavethetrialpostpoilweek.IfhesnotinNewBer,hesclose."
"Whatdidyousaytohim?"
"Notmuch.Butheknew.Hehaditallfiguredout.HerememberedmytellinghimaboutNoahalongtimeago."
Allieswallowedhard."DidyoutellhimIwashere?"
"No.AndIwont.Thatsbetweenyouandhim.Butknowinghim,Imsurehellfindyouhereifyoustay.Allittakesisacoupleofphonecallsthtpeople.Afterall,Iwasabletofindyou."
Allie,thoughobviouslyworried,smiledathermother."Thankyou,"shesaid,aherreachedforherhand.
"Iknowwevehadourdifferences,Allie,andthatwehaventseeoeyeohing.Imnotperfect,butIdidthebestIcouldwithraisingyou.ImyourmotherandIalwayswillbe.ThatmeansIllalwaysloveyou."
Alliewassilentforamoment,then:"WhatshouldIdo?"
"Idontknow,Allie.Thatsuptoyou.ButIwouldthinkaboutit.Thinkaboutwhatyoureallywant."
Allieturnedaway,hereyesreddening.Amomentlaterateardrifteddownhercheek.
"Idontknow,"shetrailedoff,ahersqueezedherhand.AnnelookedatNoah,whohadbeensittingwithhisheaddown,listeningcarefully.Asifoncue,hereturnedhergaze,nodded,aheroom.
Whenhewasgone,Annewhispered,"Doyoulovehim?"
"Yes,Ido,"Allieansweredsoftly,"verymuch."
"DoyouloveLon?"
"Yes,Ido.Ilovehim,too.Dearly,butinadifferentway.HedoesntmakemefeelthewayNoahdoes."
"Noonewilleverdothat,"hermothersaid,andshereleasedAllieshand.
"Itmakethisdecisionforyou,Allie,thisonesallyours.Iwantyoutoknow,though,thatIloveyou.AndIalwayswill.Iknowthatdoesnthelp,butitsallIdo."
Shereachedinherpocketbookandremovedabundleoflettersheldtogetherwithstring,theenvelopesoldandslightlyyellowed.
"ThesearethelettersthatNoahwroteyou.Ihrewthemaway,andtheyhaventbeenopened.IknowIshouldnthavekeptthemfromyou,andImsorryforthat.ButIwasjusttryingtoprotectyou.Ididntrealize..."
Allietookthemandranherhahem,shocked.
"Ishouldgo,Allie.Youvegotsomedecisionstomake,andyoudonthavemuchtime.Doyouwaayintown?"
Allieshookherhead."No,thisisuptome."
Annenoddedandwatchedherdaughterforamoment,w.Finallyshestood,wentarouable,leanedover,andkissedherdaughteronthecheek.ShecouldseethequestioninherdaughterseyesasAlliestoodfromthetableandembracedher.
"Whatareyougoingtodo?"hermotherasked,pullingback.Therewasalongpause.
"Idontknow,"Alliefinallyanswered.Theystoodtogetherforanotherminute,justholdingeachother."Thanksforing,"Alliesaid."Iloveyou."
"Iloveyou,too."
Onherwayoutthedoor,Alliethoughtthatsheheardhermotherwhisper,"Followyourheart,"butshecouldntbesure.松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读
Theyshoweredtogether,andafterwardAllieputonherdress,whichhaddriedht.
ShespentthemwithNoah.TogethertheyfedClemandcheckedthewindowstomakesurenodamagehadbeehestorm.Twopireeshadblowhoughherhadcausedmuchdamage,andafewshingles屋顶板hadblownofftheshed,butotherthanthat,thepropertyhadescapedprettymuscathed.
Heheldherhandmostofthemaalkedeasily,butsometimeshewouldstopspeakingandjuststareather.Whenhedid,shefeltasthoughsheshouldsaysomething,butnothingmeaningfulevercameintoherhead.Lostinthought,sheusuallyjustkissedhim.
Alittlebeforenoon,NoahandAlliewentintopreparelunch.Bothofthemwerestarvingagainbecausetheyhadenmuchthedaybefore.Usingwhathehadonhand,theyfriedsomechiandbakedachofbiscuits,awoofthemateontheporch,serenaded小夜曲;情歌byamogbird.
Whiletheywereinsidedoingthedishes,theyheardaknockatthedoor.NoahleftAlliei.
Knockagain.
"Iming,"Noahsaid.Knoock.Louder.Heapproachedthedoor.Knoock.
"Iming,"hesaidagainasheopehedoor.
"Oh,myGod."
Hestaredforamomentatabeautifulwomaninherearlyfifties,awomanhewouldhavereizedanywhere.
Noahcouldntspeak.
"Hello,Noah,"shefinallysaid.
Noahsaidnothing.
"MayIein?"sheasked,hervoicesteady,revealingnothing.
Hestammeredoutareplyasshewalkedpasthim,stoppingjustbeforethestairs.
"Whoisit?"Allieshoutedfromthekit,andthewomanturhesoundofhervoice.
"Itsyourmother,"Noahfinallyanswered,andimmediatelyafterhesaidit,heheardthesoundofbreakingglass.
"Iknewyouwouldbehere,"AnneNelsonsaidthterasthethreeofthemsataroundthecoffeetableinthelivingroom.
"Howcouldyoubesosure?"
"Youremydaughter.Onedaywhenyouhavekidsofyourown,youllknowtheanswer."
Shesmiled,buthermannerwasstiff,andNoahimaginedhowdifficultthismustbeforher."Isawthearticle,too,andIsawyourrea.Ialsosawhowtenseyouvebeenduricoupleofweeks,andwhenyousaidyoingshoppihecoast,Iklywhatyoumeant."
"WhataboutDaddy?"
AnneNelsonshookherhead."No,Ididnttellyourfatheroranyoneelseaboutit.NordidItellanyonewhereIwasgoingtoday."
Thetablewassilentforamomentastheywonderedwhatwasi,butAnneremainedquiet.
"Whydidyoue?"Alliefinallyasked.
Hermotherraisedaneyebrow."IthoughtIwouldbetheooaskthatquestion."
Alliepaled.
"IcamebecauseIhadto,"hermothersaid,"whichImsureisthesamereasonyoucame.AmIright?"
Allienodded.
AuroNoah."Theselastcoupleofdaysmusthavebeenfullofsurprises."
"Yes,"heansweredsimply,andshesmiledathim.
"Iknowyoudontthinkso,butIalwayslikedyou,Noah.Ijustdidntthinkyhtformydaughter.youuandthat?"
Heshookhisheadasheanswered,histoneserious."No,notreally.Itwasntfairtome,anditwasntfairtoAllie.Otherwiseshewouldntbehere."
Shewatchedhimasheanswered,butshesaidnothing.Allie,sensinganargument,:"Whatdoyoumeanwhenyousayyouhadtoe?Dontyoutrustme?"
Aurnedbackthter."Thishasnothingtodowithtrust.ThishastodowithLon.HecalledthehouselastnighttotalktomeaboutNoah,andhesonhiswayhererightnow.Heseemedveryupset.Ithoughtyoudwanttoknow."
Allieinhaledsharply."Hesonhisway?"
"Aswespeak.Hearraohavethetrialpostpoilweek.IfhesnotinNewBer,hesclose."
"Whatdidyousaytohim?"
"Notmuch.Butheknew.Hehaditallfiguredout.HerememberedmytellinghimaboutNoahalongtimeago."
Allieswallowedhard."DidyoutellhimIwashere?"
"No.AndIwont.Thatsbetweenyouandhim.Butknowinghim,Imsurehellfindyouhereifyoustay.Allittakesisacoupleofphonecallsthtpeople.Afterall,Iwasabletofindyou."
Allie,thoughobviouslyworried,smiledathermother."Thankyou,"shesaid,aherreachedforherhand.
"Iknowwevehadourdifferences,Allie,andthatwehaventseeoeyeohing.Imnotperfect,butIdidthebestIcouldwithraisingyou.ImyourmotherandIalwayswillbe.ThatmeansIllalwaysloveyou."
Alliewassilentforamoment,then:"WhatshouldIdo?"
"Idontknow,Allie.Thatsuptoyou.ButIwouldthinkaboutit.Thinkaboutwhatyoureallywant."
Allieturnedaway,hereyesreddening.Amomentlaterateardrifteddownhercheek.
"Idontknow,"shetrailedoff,ahersqueezedherhand.AnnelookedatNoah,whohadbeensittingwithhisheaddown,listeningcarefully.Asifoncue,hereturnedhergaze,nodded,aheroom.
Whenhewasgone,Annewhispered,"Doyoulovehim?"
"Yes,Ido,"Allieansweredsoftly,"verymuch."
"DoyouloveLon?"
"Yes,Ido.Ilovehim,too.Dearly,butinadifferentway.HedoesntmakemefeelthewayNoahdoes."
"Noonewilleverdothat,"hermothersaid,andshereleasedAllieshand.
"Itmakethisdecisionforyou,Allie,thisonesallyours.Iwantyoutoknow,though,thatIloveyou.AndIalwayswill.Iknowthatdoesnthelp,butitsallIdo."
Shereachedinherpocketbookandremovedabundleoflettersheldtogetherwithstring,theenvelopesoldandslightlyyellowed.
"ThesearethelettersthatNoahwroteyou.Ihrewthemaway,andtheyhaventbeenopened.IknowIshouldnthavekeptthemfromyou,andImsorryforthat.ButIwasjusttryingtoprotectyou.Ididntrealize..."
Allietookthemandranherhahem,shocked.
"Ishouldgo,Allie.Youvegotsomedecisionstomake,andyoudonthavemuchtime.Doyouwaayintown?"
Allieshookherhead."No,thisisuptome."
Annenoddedandwatchedherdaughterforamoment,w.Finallyshestood,wentarouable,leanedover,andkissedherdaughteronthecheek.ShecouldseethequestioninherdaughterseyesasAlliestoodfromthetableandembracedher.
"Whatareyougoingtodo?"hermotherasked,pullingback.Therewasalongpause.
"Idontknow,"Alliefinallyanswered.Theystoodtogetherforanotherminute,justholdingeachother."Thanksforing,"Alliesaid."Iloveyou."
"Iloveyou,too."
Onherwayoutthedoor,Alliethoughtthatsheheardhermotherwhisper,"Followyourheart,"butshecouldntbesure.松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读