Peter and the Wolf-2
Herlipsopenedupasshehowledsothatsheofferedhim,withoutherowionorvolition,aviewofasetofeseboxesofwhorledfleshthatseemedtoopenoneuponaoherself,drawinghimintoaninner,secretplawhichdestinatiouallyrecededbeforehim,hisfirst,devastatiiginousintimationofinfinity.
Shehowled.
Aonhowlinguntil,fromthemountain,firstsingly,theninaplexpolyphony,answeredatlastvoithesamelanguage.Shetiohowl,thoughnowwithalesstragicresonance.Soonitossiblefortheoctsofthehousetodenytothemselvesthatthewolvesweredesdedonthevillageinapack.
Thenshewassoled,sankdown,laidherheadonherforepawssothatherhairtrailedinthecoolingsoup,andsoclosedupherforbiddenbookwithouttheleastnotionshehadeveropeorthatitwasbanned.Herheavyeyelidsclosedonherbrown,bloodshoteyes.ThehouseholdgunhungonanailoverthefireplacewherePetersfatherhadputitwhenhecameinbutwhenthemahisfootooftheladderioedownforhison,thegirljumpedup,snarlingandshowingherlongyellowes.
Thehowlingoutsidewasnowmixedwiththeagitateddismayofthedomesticbeasts.Alltheothervillagerswerewelllockedupathome.Thewolveswereatthedoor.
Theboytookholdofhisgrandmothersuninjuredhand.Firsttheoldwomanwouldnotbudgebuthegaveheragoodtugandshecametoherself.Thegirlraisedherheadsuspiciouslybutletthemby.Theboypushedhisgrandmotheruptheladderinfrontofhimaupbehindthem.Hewasfullofnervousdread.Hewouldhavegivenanythingtoturntimeback,sothathemighthaverun,shoutingawarning,whenhefirstcaughtsightofthewolves,andneverseehedoorshookasthewolvesoutsidejumpedupatitandthescrewsthatheldthesocketofthebolttotheframecracked,squeakedandstartedtogive.Thegirljumpedup,atthat,aomakeexcitedlittlesalliesbadforthinfrontofthedoor.Thescrewstoreoutoftheframequitesoon.Thepacktumbledoverohertogetinside.
Dissoerror.Theclamourwithinthehousewasthatofallthewindsofwirappedinabox.Thatwhichtheyfearedmost,outside,wasnowindoorswiththem.Thebabyinthehayloftwhimperedanditsmothercrushedittoherbreastasifthewolvesmightsnatchthisoneaway,too;buttherescuepartyhadarrivedonlyiocollecttheirf.
Theyleftbehindariotousstenthehouse,andwhitetracksoffloureverywhere.Thebrokendoorcreakedbackwardsandforwardsonitshinges.Blacksticksofdeadwoodfromtheextinguishedfirewerescatteredonthefloor.
Peterthoughttheoldwomanwouldow,butsheseemedunmoved.Whenallwassafe,theycamedowntheladderonebyoneand,asifreleasedfromaspellofsilence,burstiedspeechexceptforthemuteoldwomanaraughtboy.Althoughitwaswellpastmidnight,thedaughter-in-lawwenttothewellforwatertoscrubthewildsmelloutofthehouse.Thebrokenthingswereclearedupandthroetersfatherhetableandthedresserbacktogether.Theneighbourscameoutoftheirhouses,fullofamazement;thewolveshadnottakensomuchasachifromthehen-coops,notsnatchedevenasingleegg.
Peoplebroughtbeerintothestarlight,andsappsmadefrompotatoes,andsnacks,becausetheexcitementhadmadethemhungry.Thatterriblenightendedupinonebigpartybutthegrandmotherwouldeatordrinknothingaobedassoonasherhousewas.
day,shewenttothegraveyardandsatforawhilebesideherdaughtersgravebutshedidnotpray.Thenshecamehomeandstartedchoppingcabbagefortheeveningmealbuthadtoleaveoffbecauseherbittenhandwasfestering.
Thatwinter,duringtheleisureimposedbythesnow,afterhisgrandmothersdeath,PeteraskedthevillagepriesttoteachhimtoreadtheBible.Thepriestgladlyplied;Peterwasthefirstofhisflockwhohadeverexpressedanyiinlearningtoread.
Theboybecameverypious,somuchsothathisfamilywerestartledandimpressed.Theyoungerchildrenteasedhimandcalledhim"Saier"butthatdidnotstophimsneakingofftochurchtopraywheneverhehadasparemoment.I,hefastedtothebone.OnGoodFriday,helashedhimself.Itwasasifheblamedhimselfforthedeathoftheoldlady,asifhebelievedhehadbroughtintothehousethefataliionthathadtakeofit.Hewasedbyanimperiouspassionforato.Eaight,heporedoverhisbookbytheflimsydlelight,lookingforacluetogratilhismothershooedhimofftosleep.
But,asiftospitethefourevashenightlyioprotecthisbed,thenightmareregularlydisorderedhissleeps.Hetossedandturherustlingstrawpallethesharedwithtwolittleones.
DelightedwithPetersprecociousintelligeheprieststartedtoteachhimLatiervisitedthepriestashisdutieswiththeherdpermitted.Whenhewasfourteen,thepriesttoldhisparentsthatPetershouldnowgototheseminaryiowninthevalleywheretheboywouldlearntobeeapriesthimself.Risons,theysparedooGod,sincehisbooksandhisprayingmadehimastrahem.Afterthegoatscamedownfromthehighpastureforthewinter,Petersetoff.ItwasOctober.
Attheendofhisfirstdaystravel,hereachedariverthatranfromthemountainintothevalley.Thenightswerealreadychilly;helithimselfafire,prayed,atebreadandcheesehismotherhadpackedforhimaaswellashecould.Inspiteofhiseageropluothewhiteworldofpenanddevotionthatawaitedhim,hewasanxiousandtroubledforreasonshecouldnotexplaintohimself.
Inthefirstlight,thelightthatnomorethanclarifiesdarknesslikeeggshellsdroppedincloudyliquid,hewentdowntotherivertodrinkandtowashhisface.Itwassostillhecouldhavebeehingliving.
Herforearms,herloinsandherlegswerethickwithhairandthehaironherheadhungroundherfasuchawaythatyoucouldhardlymakeoutherfeatures.Shecrouchedohersideoftheriver.Sheingupwatersofullofmauvelightthatitlookedasifsheweredrinkingupthedawnasfastasitappearedyetallthesametheairgrewpalewhilehewaslookingather.Solitudeandsilence;allstill.
Shecouldneverhaveaowledgedthatthereflebehherintheriverwasthatofherself.Shedidnotknowshehadaface;shehadneverknownshehadafadsoherfaceitselfwasthemirrorofadifferentkindofscioushanoursis,justashernakedness,withoutinnoceordisplay,wasthatofourfirstparents,beforetheFall.ShewashairyasMagdaleninthewildernessarepentancewasnotwithinherprehension.
Languagecrumbledintodustuheweightofherspeechlessness.Apairofcubsrolledoutofthebushes,cuffiher.Shedidnotpaythemanyheed.
Theboybegantotrembleandshake.Hisskinprickled.Hefelthehadbeenmadeofsnowandnowmightmelt.Hemumbledsomething,orsobbed.
Shecockedherheadatthevague,river-washedsoundandthecubsheardit,too,leftofftumblingandrantoburrowtheirscaredheadsinherside.Butshedecided,afteramoment,therewasnodangerandloweredhermuzzle,again,tothesurfaceofthewaterthattookholdofherhairandspreaditoutaroundherhead.
Whenshefinishedherdrink,shebackedafewpaces,shakipelt.Thelittlecubsfasteheirmouthslis.
Petercould,heburst.Hehadnotcriedsincehisgrandmothersfuneral.Tearsrolleddownhisfadsplashedonthegrass.Heblunderedforwardafewstepsintotheriverwithhisarmsheldopen,intendingtocrossovertotheothersidetojoinherinhermarvellousandprivategrace,impelledbytheaccessofanalmostvisioasy.Buthiscousinthtatthesudde,wrenchedherteatsawayfromthecubsandranoff.Thesqueakingcubsscamperedbehind.Sheranonhandsaasifthatweretheonlywaytoruntowardsthehighground,intothebrightmazeoftheunpleteddawn.
Whentheboyrecoveredhimself,hedriedhistearsonhissleeve,tookoffhissoakedbootsanddriedhisfeetandlegsoailofhisshirt.Theesomethingfromhispack,hescarcelyknewwhat,andtihewaytothetown;butwhatwouldhedoattheseminary,now?Fornowhekherewasnothingtobeafraidof.
Heexperiehevertigooffreedom.
Hecarriedhisbootsslungoverhisshoulderbythelaces.Theywereagreatburden.Hedebatedwithhimselfwhetherornottothrowthemawaybut,whenhecametoapavedroad,hehadtoputthemon,althoughtheywerestilldamp.
Thebirdswokeupandsang.Thecool,rationalsunsurprisedhim;mhadbrokenonhisexhilarationandthemountainnowlaybehindhim.Helookedoverhisshoulderandsaithdistahemountaioacquireaflat,two-dimensionallook.Itwasalreadyturningintoapictureofitself,intothepostcardhastilyboughtasasouvenirofchildhoodatarailwaystationoraborderpost,theneercutting,thesnapshothewouldshowinstraowns,straies,othertrieshecouldnot,atthismoment,imagine,whosenameshedidknow,placeswherehewouldsay,instrangelanguages,"ThatwaswhereIspentmychildhood.Imagine!"
Heturnedandstaredatthemountainforalongtime.Hehadlivedinitforfourteenyearsbuthehadneverseenitbeforeasitmightlooktosomeonewhohadnotknownitasalmostapartoftheself,so,forthefirsttime,hesawtheprimitive,vast,magnifit,barren,unkind,simplicityofthemountain.Ashesaidgoodbyetoit,hesawitturnintosomuchsery,intothewonderfulbackclothforanoldtrytale,taleofachildsuckledbywolves,perhaps,orofwolvesnursedbyawoman.
Theerminedlysethisfacetowardsthetownandtrampedonwards,intoadifferentstory.
"IfIlookbackagain,"hethoughtwithalastgaspofsuperstitiousterror,"Ishallturnintoapillarofsalt."松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读
Shehowled.
Aonhowlinguntil,fromthemountain,firstsingly,theninaplexpolyphony,answeredatlastvoithesamelanguage.Shetiohowl,thoughnowwithalesstragicresonance.Soonitossiblefortheoctsofthehousetodenytothemselvesthatthewolvesweredesdedonthevillageinapack.
Thenshewassoled,sankdown,laidherheadonherforepawssothatherhairtrailedinthecoolingsoup,andsoclosedupherforbiddenbookwithouttheleastnotionshehadeveropeorthatitwasbanned.Herheavyeyelidsclosedonherbrown,bloodshoteyes.ThehouseholdgunhungonanailoverthefireplacewherePetersfatherhadputitwhenhecameinbutwhenthemahisfootooftheladderioedownforhison,thegirljumpedup,snarlingandshowingherlongyellowes.
Thehowlingoutsidewasnowmixedwiththeagitateddismayofthedomesticbeasts.Alltheothervillagerswerewelllockedupathome.Thewolveswereatthedoor.
Theboytookholdofhisgrandmothersuninjuredhand.Firsttheoldwomanwouldnotbudgebuthegaveheragoodtugandshecametoherself.Thegirlraisedherheadsuspiciouslybutletthemby.Theboypushedhisgrandmotheruptheladderinfrontofhimaupbehindthem.Hewasfullofnervousdread.Hewouldhavegivenanythingtoturntimeback,sothathemighthaverun,shoutingawarning,whenhefirstcaughtsightofthewolves,andneverseehedoorshookasthewolvesoutsidejumpedupatitandthescrewsthatheldthesocketofthebolttotheframecracked,squeakedandstartedtogive.Thegirljumpedup,atthat,aomakeexcitedlittlesalliesbadforthinfrontofthedoor.Thescrewstoreoutoftheframequitesoon.Thepacktumbledoverohertogetinside.
Dissoerror.Theclamourwithinthehousewasthatofallthewindsofwirappedinabox.Thatwhichtheyfearedmost,outside,wasnowindoorswiththem.Thebabyinthehayloftwhimperedanditsmothercrushedittoherbreastasifthewolvesmightsnatchthisoneaway,too;buttherescuepartyhadarrivedonlyiocollecttheirf.
Theyleftbehindariotousstenthehouse,andwhitetracksoffloureverywhere.Thebrokendoorcreakedbackwardsandforwardsonitshinges.Blacksticksofdeadwoodfromtheextinguishedfirewerescatteredonthefloor.
Peterthoughttheoldwomanwouldow,butsheseemedunmoved.Whenallwassafe,theycamedowntheladderonebyoneand,asifreleasedfromaspellofsilence,burstiedspeechexceptforthemuteoldwomanaraughtboy.Althoughitwaswellpastmidnight,thedaughter-in-lawwenttothewellforwatertoscrubthewildsmelloutofthehouse.Thebrokenthingswereclearedupandthroetersfatherhetableandthedresserbacktogether.Theneighbourscameoutoftheirhouses,fullofamazement;thewolveshadnottakensomuchasachifromthehen-coops,notsnatchedevenasingleegg.
Peoplebroughtbeerintothestarlight,andsappsmadefrompotatoes,andsnacks,becausetheexcitementhadmadethemhungry.Thatterriblenightendedupinonebigpartybutthegrandmotherwouldeatordrinknothingaobedassoonasherhousewas.
day,shewenttothegraveyardandsatforawhilebesideherdaughtersgravebutshedidnotpray.Thenshecamehomeandstartedchoppingcabbagefortheeveningmealbuthadtoleaveoffbecauseherbittenhandwasfestering.
Thatwinter,duringtheleisureimposedbythesnow,afterhisgrandmothersdeath,PeteraskedthevillagepriesttoteachhimtoreadtheBible.Thepriestgladlyplied;Peterwasthefirstofhisflockwhohadeverexpressedanyiinlearningtoread.
Theboybecameverypious,somuchsothathisfamilywerestartledandimpressed.Theyoungerchildrenteasedhimandcalledhim"Saier"butthatdidnotstophimsneakingofftochurchtopraywheneverhehadasparemoment.I,hefastedtothebone.OnGoodFriday,helashedhimself.Itwasasifheblamedhimselfforthedeathoftheoldlady,asifhebelievedhehadbroughtintothehousethefataliionthathadtakeofit.Hewasedbyanimperiouspassionforato.Eaight,heporedoverhisbookbytheflimsydlelight,lookingforacluetogratilhismothershooedhimofftosleep.
But,asiftospitethefourevashenightlyioprotecthisbed,thenightmareregularlydisorderedhissleeps.Hetossedandturherustlingstrawpallethesharedwithtwolittleones.
DelightedwithPetersprecociousintelligeheprieststartedtoteachhimLatiervisitedthepriestashisdutieswiththeherdpermitted.Whenhewasfourteen,thepriesttoldhisparentsthatPetershouldnowgototheseminaryiowninthevalleywheretheboywouldlearntobeeapriesthimself.Risons,theysparedooGod,sincehisbooksandhisprayingmadehimastrahem.Afterthegoatscamedownfromthehighpastureforthewinter,Petersetoff.ItwasOctober.
Attheendofhisfirstdaystravel,hereachedariverthatranfromthemountainintothevalley.Thenightswerealreadychilly;helithimselfafire,prayed,atebreadandcheesehismotherhadpackedforhimaaswellashecould.Inspiteofhiseageropluothewhiteworldofpenanddevotionthatawaitedhim,hewasanxiousandtroubledforreasonshecouldnotexplaintohimself.
Inthefirstlight,thelightthatnomorethanclarifiesdarknesslikeeggshellsdroppedincloudyliquid,hewentdowntotherivertodrinkandtowashhisface.Itwassostillhecouldhavebeehingliving.
Herforearms,herloinsandherlegswerethickwithhairandthehaironherheadhungroundherfasuchawaythatyoucouldhardlymakeoutherfeatures.Shecrouchedohersideoftheriver.Sheingupwatersofullofmauvelightthatitlookedasifsheweredrinkingupthedawnasfastasitappearedyetallthesametheairgrewpalewhilehewaslookingather.Solitudeandsilence;allstill.
Shecouldneverhaveaowledgedthatthereflebehherintheriverwasthatofherself.Shedidnotknowshehadaface;shehadneverknownshehadafadsoherfaceitselfwasthemirrorofadifferentkindofscioushanoursis,justashernakedness,withoutinnoceordisplay,wasthatofourfirstparents,beforetheFall.ShewashairyasMagdaleninthewildernessarepentancewasnotwithinherprehension.
Languagecrumbledintodustuheweightofherspeechlessness.Apairofcubsrolledoutofthebushes,cuffiher.Shedidnotpaythemanyheed.
Theboybegantotrembleandshake.Hisskinprickled.Hefelthehadbeenmadeofsnowandnowmightmelt.Hemumbledsomething,orsobbed.
Shecockedherheadatthevague,river-washedsoundandthecubsheardit,too,leftofftumblingandrantoburrowtheirscaredheadsinherside.Butshedecided,afteramoment,therewasnodangerandloweredhermuzzle,again,tothesurfaceofthewaterthattookholdofherhairandspreaditoutaroundherhead.
Whenshefinishedherdrink,shebackedafewpaces,shakipelt.Thelittlecubsfasteheirmouthslis.
Petercould,heburst.Hehadnotcriedsincehisgrandmothersfuneral.Tearsrolleddownhisfadsplashedonthegrass.Heblunderedforwardafewstepsintotheriverwithhisarmsheldopen,intendingtocrossovertotheothersidetojoinherinhermarvellousandprivategrace,impelledbytheaccessofanalmostvisioasy.Buthiscousinthtatthesudde,wrenchedherteatsawayfromthecubsandranoff.Thesqueakingcubsscamperedbehind.Sheranonhandsaasifthatweretheonlywaytoruntowardsthehighground,intothebrightmazeoftheunpleteddawn.
Whentheboyrecoveredhimself,hedriedhistearsonhissleeve,tookoffhissoakedbootsanddriedhisfeetandlegsoailofhisshirt.Theesomethingfromhispack,hescarcelyknewwhat,andtihewaytothetown;butwhatwouldhedoattheseminary,now?Fornowhekherewasnothingtobeafraidof.
Heexperiehevertigooffreedom.
Hecarriedhisbootsslungoverhisshoulderbythelaces.Theywereagreatburden.Hedebatedwithhimselfwhetherornottothrowthemawaybut,whenhecametoapavedroad,hehadtoputthemon,althoughtheywerestilldamp.
Thebirdswokeupandsang.Thecool,rationalsunsurprisedhim;mhadbrokenonhisexhilarationandthemountainnowlaybehindhim.Helookedoverhisshoulderandsaithdistahemountaioacquireaflat,two-dimensionallook.Itwasalreadyturningintoapictureofitself,intothepostcardhastilyboughtasasouvenirofchildhoodatarailwaystationoraborderpost,theneercutting,thesnapshothewouldshowinstraowns,straies,othertrieshecouldnot,atthismoment,imagine,whosenameshedidknow,placeswherehewouldsay,instrangelanguages,"ThatwaswhereIspentmychildhood.Imagine!"
Heturnedandstaredatthemountainforalongtime.Hehadlivedinitforfourteenyearsbuthehadneverseenitbeforeasitmightlooktosomeonewhohadnotknownitasalmostapartoftheself,so,forthefirsttime,hesawtheprimitive,vast,magnifit,barren,unkind,simplicityofthemountain.Ashesaidgoodbyetoit,hesawitturnintosomuchsery,intothewonderfulbackclothforanoldtrytale,taleofachildsuckledbywolves,perhaps,orofwolvesnursedbyawoman.
Theerminedlysethisfacetowardsthetownandtrampedonwards,intoadifferentstory.
"IfIlookbackagain,"hethoughtwithalastgaspofsuperstitiousterror,"Ishallturnintoapillarofsalt."松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读