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AttheBritishMuseumreading?roomIoftensawamanofthirty?sixorthirty?seven,inabroweencoat,withagauntresolutefadanathleticbody,whoseemedbeforeIheardhisname,orkhenatureofhisstudies,afigureofromance.PresentlyIwasintroduced,whereorbywhatmanorwomanIdonotremember.HewasMacgregorMathers,theauthoroftheKabbalasUnveiled,&hisstudiesweretwoonly??magidthetheoryofwar,forhebelievedhimselfabornanderandallbutequalinwisdomandihatoldJew.HehadcopiedmanymanuscriptsonmagicceremonialanddoeiishMuseum,andwastoanymoreintiallibraries,anditwasthroughhimmainlythatIbegaainstudiesandexperiehatweretoviimageswellupbeforethemindseyefromadeepersourcethansciousorsubsemory.Ibelievethathismindinthoseearlydaysdidnotbeliehisfadbody,thoughinlateryearsitbecameunhinged,forhekeptaproudheadamidgreatpoverty.Oboxedwithhimnightlyhastoldmethatformanyweekshecouldknockhimdown,thoughMacgregorwasthestrongerman,andonlyknewlongafterthatduringthoseweeksMacgregorstarved.WithhimImetanoldwhite?hairedOxfordshireclergymapanic?stripersonIhaveeverknown,thoughMacgregorsintroduhadbeeesustothegreatadeptsofantiquity.Thisoldmantookmeasidethathemightsay??Ihopeyouneverinvokespirits??thatisaverydangerousthingtodo.Iamtoldthateventheplaaryspiritsturnuponusintheend.Isaid,Haveyoueverseenanapparition?Oyes,once,hesaid.IhavemyalchemicallaboratoryinacellarundermyhousewheretheBishopotseeit.OnedayIwaswalkingup&downtherewhenIheardanotherfootstepwalkingupanddownbesideme.IturnedandsawagirlIhadbeenihwhenIwasayoungman,butshediedlongago.Shewaokissher.
Ohno,Iwouldnotdothat.Whynot?Isaid.Oh,shemighthavegotpoweroverme.Hasyouralchemicalresearchhadanysuccess?Isaid.Yes,Ioncemadetheelixiroflife.AFrenchalchemistsaidithadtherightsmellandtherightcolour,(ThealchemistmayhavebeenElephasLevi,whovisitedEnglandiies,&wouldhavesaidanything)butthefirsteffectoftheelixiristhatyournailsfalloutandyourhairfallsoff.IwasafraidthatImighthavemadeamistakeandthatnothingelsemighthappen,soIputitawayonashelf.ImeanttodrinkitwhenIwasanoldman,butwhenIgotitdowherdayithadalldriedup.松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读
Ohno,Iwouldnotdothat.Whynot?Isaid.Oh,shemighthavegotpoweroverme.Hasyouralchemicalresearchhadanysuccess?Isaid.Yes,Ioncemadetheelixiroflife.AFrenchalchemistsaidithadtherightsmellandtherightcolour,(ThealchemistmayhavebeenElephasLevi,whovisitedEnglandiies,&wouldhavesaidanything)butthefirsteffectoftheelixiristhatyournailsfalloutandyourhairfallsoff.IwasafraidthatImighthavemadeamistakeandthatnothingelsemighthappen,soIputitawayonashelf.ImeanttodrinkitwhenIwasanoldman,butwhenIgotitdowherdayithadalldriedup.松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读