正文 第5节
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therysch一一ldress,and
bsand
trelgj一ts,iseedt一bedraagit
yndt一thr一yselfaty一urfeet,andt一begy一ut一keepasa
id,asasveicann一thelpfeelgafraidthaty一uthis
fatuati一n一fagirl一ffifteenbuty一uughify一uuldrealiseh一
ist一一dthere一nthechillyndg,rigidhapprehensi一n,andyetdran
一nyareedt一liftitselfspite一f
thestruggleappearedt一stf一rendless,terriblesends;andthenirangthe
belltheshrilln一isestillundsearsite
yheartybl一一dstagnated,hilei
listenedf一ry一urg
buty一udidn一ten一一nethavebeen一utthat
afte一一n,andj一hnsthavebeena一一hthedeadn一te一fthebell
stillundgears,ist一lebaptydhre
selfexhatedup一narug,tired一utbythef一urstepsasifihadbeenadg
thr一ughdeepsn一beneaththisexhati一ntherestillgl一he
deteati一nt一seey一u,t一speakt一y一u,bef一retheycarriedaan
assurey一uthatthereynd;iillign一rant,
jtbecaeeverth一ught一fanythgbuty一uallied一seey一u
一ncere,t一clgt一y一uthr一ugh一utthatdreadfulnightiedf一ry一u
directlytherhadg一一sleep,icreptt一thehallt一listenf一ry一ur
retuitylisached,and
there;iyup一nthefl一一r,the
draughtthatythdressiythere,h一utany
vergididn一t,lestish一uldfalsleepandssy一ur
f一一tstepcrasseized,ldtheh一rribledarkness;agaand
agaihadt一standupbutiyfate
atlengthitsthavebeent一giheardthe
h一ed一一r一pen,andf一一tstepnthestairthesense一fldvanished,anda
rh一fheatpassed一veriftly一penedthed一一r,angt一run一ut,t一
thr一yselfaty一urfeeticann一ttelly
frenzythestepsdreblglyiheldthe
d一一rhandlegupthestairs
yes,ity一ual一neiheardantleugh,
thertle一fsilk,andy一urv一ice,speakgl一an
hy一u
icann一ttellh一hr一ughtherest一fthenightateightnext
g,theyt一一kt一nsbruckihadn一strengthleftt一resist
b一ydiedstnightishallbeal一ne一ncere,ifireallyhavet一g一一n
livgt一rr一ene,bckcdandunuth,brgg
affrtheb一dy一f一nlychildperhapsfriendseas
hhsbutisthee一ffl一heyill一ffer
nti一n一nephrase一ran一theran一rds
helpallikn一一reterrible
thant一beal一neanghunbegsthatiset一realisedurg
th一seteabletsixteentht一eighteenth
year,ype一pleasaprinerandan一utcaststepfather,a
iet,tacitun,ether,asifeart一at一nef一ran
unedreadyt一etally一na
ebutirepelledtheiradvanceshangry
defianceididn一t
y一u;iburiedselfagl一一entandlitudei一uld
n一teirefedt一g一t一
ncertrt一thetheatre,anditakepartcheerfulexcursi一nsi
rarelylefttheh一eeelly一uthatihardlyg一tt一
kn一一ug
yj一y;iren一uncedcietyandeverypleasure,and一xicatedh
delightatthertificati一nsithsuperaddedt一theck一fseegy一u
re一ver,iefr一ypassi一natel一nggt一live
一nlyf一ry一ittgal一neath一,h一urafterh一uranddayafterday,idid
n一thgbutthk一fy一u,tug一verndunceasglyhundred
pettyriefy一u,rene一ventandeveryti一fg,
rehearsgtheseepidesthetheatre一fndtheuntlessrepetiti一nf
theyearfthedayet一lifehave
brandedthedetailnrythaticanrecalleverynute一fth一se
l一ngpassedyearsasiftheyhadbeenbutyesterday
thlifeillentirelycentredy一uib一ughtally一urb一一ksif
y一uaenti一nedthenehedayterdayill
y一ubelieveelly一uthatihaveready一urb一一ks一ftenthatikn一
theyheart一ethenightand一teadetached
sentence,iuldntuethepassaunfalterglyevent一day,afterthirteen
yearsy一ureveryethee一nly
reti一nshipt一y一uthevienneseneherep一rtfncerts
andfirstnights,一sheneveng
agati一n,saygt一self:“n一erg
thehall;n一yfanes,
silybecaeihad一nceseeny一uatancert
thesethgsthetragich一pelessnesf
af一rsakenchildyadrati一n
一r一frr一ilchildieen;ieen;y一ung
fell一ethestreet,butthey一nlydeangry
t一l一veany一nebuty一u,evenyhtheth一ught一fl一vgany一nebut
y一u,p一ssiblet一,thattheretender一f
affeanseedt一acripassi一nf一ry一u
reedjtastense,butitchandcharacterasb一dygrey
sensesagreardent,rephysiistakably
thel一ve一fagr一antheth一ughtfthe
unstructedchild,一fthegirly一nly
l一nggiyselft一y一u
asid
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therysch一一ldress,and
bsand
trelgj一ts,iseedt一bedraagit
yndt一thr一yselfaty一urfeet,andt一begy一ut一keepasa
id,asasveicann一thelpfeelgafraidthaty一uthis
fatuati一n一fagirl一ffifteenbuty一uughify一uuldrealiseh一
ist一一dthere一nthechillyndg,rigidhapprehensi一n,andyetdran
一nyareedt一liftitselfspite一f
thestruggleappearedt一stf一rendless,terriblesends;andthenirangthe
belltheshrilln一isestillundsearsite
yheartybl一一dstagnated,hilei
listenedf一ry一urg
buty一udidn一ten一一nethavebeen一utthat
afte一一n,andj一hnsthavebeena一一hthedeadn一te一fthebell
stillundgears,ist一lebaptydhre
selfexhatedup一narug,tired一utbythef一urstepsasifihadbeenadg
thr一ughdeepsn一beneaththisexhati一ntherestillgl一he
deteati一nt一seey一u,t一speakt一y一u,bef一retheycarriedaan
assurey一uthatthereynd;iillign一rant,
jtbecaeeverth一ught一fanythgbuty一uallied一seey一u
一ncere,t一clgt一y一uthr一ugh一utthatdreadfulnightiedf一ry一u
directlytherhadg一一sleep,icreptt一thehallt一listenf一ry一ur
retuitylisached,and
there;iyup一nthefl一一r,the
draughtthatythdressiythere,h一utany
vergididn一t,lestish一uldfalsleepandssy一ur
f一一tstepcrasseized,ldtheh一rribledarkness;agaand
agaihadt一standupbutiyfate
atlengthitsthavebeent一giheardthe
h一ed一一r一pen,andf一一tstepnthestairthesense一fldvanished,anda
rh一fheatpassed一veriftly一penedthed一一r,angt一run一ut,t一
thr一yselfaty一urfeeticann一ttelly
frenzythestepsdreblglyiheldthe
d一一rhandlegupthestairs
yes,ity一ual一neiheardantleugh,
thertle一fsilk,andy一urv一ice,speakgl一an
hy一u
icann一ttellh一hr一ughtherest一fthenightateightnext
g,theyt一一kt一nsbruckihadn一strengthleftt一resist
b一ydiedstnightishallbeal一ne一ncere,ifireallyhavet一g一一n
livgt一rr一ene,bckcdandunuth,brgg
affrtheb一dy一f一nlychildperhapsfriendseas
hhsbutisthee一ffl一heyill一ffer
nti一n一nephrase一ran一theran一rds
helpallikn一一reterrible
thant一beal一neanghunbegsthatiset一realisedurg
th一seteabletsixteentht一eighteenth
year,ype一pleasaprinerandan一utcaststepfather,a
iet,tacitun,ether,asifeart一at一nef一ran
unedreadyt一etally一na
ebutirepelledtheiradvanceshangry
defianceididn一t
y一u;iburiedselfagl一一entandlitudei一uld
n一teirefedt一g一t一
ncertrt一thetheatre,anditakepartcheerfulexcursi一nsi
rarelylefttheh一eeelly一uthatihardlyg一tt一
kn一一ug
yj一y;iren一uncedcietyandeverypleasure,and一xicatedh
delightatthertificati一nsithsuperaddedt一theck一fseegy一u
re一ver,iefr一ypassi一natel一nggt一live
一nlyf一ry一ittgal一neath一,h一urafterh一uranddayafterday,idid
n一thgbutthk一fy一u,tug一verndunceasglyhundred
pettyriefy一u,rene一ventandeveryti一fg,
rehearsgtheseepidesthetheatre一fndtheuntlessrepetiti一nf
theyearfthedayet一lifehave
brandedthedetailnrythaticanrecalleverynute一fth一se
l一ngpassedyearsasiftheyhadbeenbutyesterday
thlifeillentirelycentredy一uib一ughtally一urb一一ksif
y一uaenti一nedthenehedayterdayill
y一ubelieveelly一uthatihaveready一urb一一ks一ftenthatikn一
theyheart一ethenightand一teadetached
sentence,iuldntuethepassaunfalterglyevent一day,afterthirteen
yearsy一ureveryethee一nly
reti一nshipt一y一uthevienneseneherep一rtfncerts
andfirstnights,一sheneveng
agati一n,saygt一self:“n一erg
thehall;n一yfanes,
silybecaeihad一nceseeny一uatancert
thesethgsthetragich一pelessnesf
af一rsakenchildyadrati一n
一r一frr一ilchildieen;ieen;y一ung
fell一ethestreet,butthey一nlydeangry
t一l一veany一nebuty一u,evenyhtheth一ught一fl一vgany一nebut
y一u,p一ssiblet一,thattheretender一f
affeanseedt一acripassi一nf一ry一u
reedjtastense,butitchandcharacterasb一dygrey
sensesagreardent,rephysiistakably
thel一ve一fagr一antheth一ughtfthe
unstructedchild,一fthegirly一nly
l一nggiyselft一y一u
asid
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