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PART THREE SVALBARD EIGHTEEN - FOG AND ICE-1

  LeeScoresbyarrangedsomefursoverLyra.ShecurledupcloseterandtheylaytogetherasleepastheballooontowardthePole.Theaeronautcheckedhisinstrumentsfromtimetotime,chewedonthecigarhewouldneverlightwiththeinflammablehydrogensoclose,andhuddleddeeperintohisownfurs.

  “Thislittlegirlsprettyimportant,huh?”hesaidafterseveralminutes.

  “Morethanshewillknow,”SerafinaPekkalasaid.

  “Doesthatmeantheresgonnabemuthewayofarmedpursuit?Youuand,Imspeakingasapracticalmanwithalivingtoearn.Itaffetbusteduporshottopieceswithoutsomekindofpensatiooinadvance.Iainttryingtolowerthetohisexpedition,believeme,maam.ButJohnFaaaianspaidmeafeethatsenoughtoytimeandskillandthenormalwearandtearontheballoon,andthatsall.Itdidntincludeacts-of-warinsurandletmetellyou,maam,whenwelandlorekByrnisononSvalbard,thatwilltasanactofwar.”

  Hespatapieokeleafdelicatelyoverboard.

  “SoIdliketoknoeexpethewayofmayhemandrus,”hefinished.

  “Theremaybefighting,”saidSerafinaPekkala.“Butyouhavefoughtbefore.”

  “Sure,whenImpaid.Butthefactis,IthoughtthiswasastraightforwardtransportationtradIchargedacc.AndImawnow,afterthatlittledust-updownthere,Imawhowfarmytransportationresponsibilityextends.WhetherImboundtoriskmylifeandmyequipmentinawaramongthebears,forexample.OrwhetherthislittlechildhasenemiesonSvalbardashot-temperedastheonesbackatBolvangar.Imerelymentionallthisbywayofmakingversation.”

  “Mr.Scoresby,”saidthewitch,“IwishIcouldansweryourquestion.AllIsayisthatallofus,humans,witches,bears,areengagedinawaralready,althoughnotallofusknowit.WhetheryoufinddangeronSvalbardorwhetheryouflyoffunharmed,youarearecruit,underarms,asoldier.”

  “Well,thatseemskindaprecipitate.Seemstomeamanshouldhaveachoicewhethertotakeuparmsornot.”

  “Wehavenomorechoithatthaniherornottobeborn.”

  “Oh,Ilikechoice,though,”hesaid.“IlikechoosingthejobsItakeandtheplacesIgoandthefoodIeatandthepanionsIsitandyarnwith.Dontyouwishforachoiawhile?”

  SerafinaPekkalasidered,andthensaid,“Perhapswedohesamethingbychoice,Mr.Scoresby.Witchesownnothing,sowerenotiedinpreservingvalueormakingprofits,andasforthechoicebetweehingandanother,whenyouliveformanyhundredsofyears,youknowthateveryopportunitywilleagain.Wehavedifferentneeds.Youhavetorepairyourballoonaingooddition,andthattakestimeandtrouble,Iseethat;butforustofly,allwehavetodoistearoffabranchofcloud-pine;anywilldo,andthereareplentymore.Wedontfeelcold,soweneednowarmclothes.Wehavenomeansofexgeapartfrommutualaid.Ifawiteedssomething,achwillgiveittoher.Ifthereisawartobefought,wedontsidercostohefactorsindegwhetherornotitisrighttofight.Nordowehaveanynotionofhonor,asbearsdo,forinstaninsulttoabearisadeadlything.Tous...inceivable.Howcouldyouinsultawitch?Whatwoulditmatterifyoudid?”

  “Well,Imkindawithyouonthat.Stidstones,Illbreakyerbones,butnamesaintworthaquarrel.Butmaam,youseemydilemma,Ihope.Imasimpleaeronaut,andIdliketoendmydaysinfort.Buyalittlefarm,afewheadofcattle,somehorses...Nothinggrand,younotiopalaceorslavesorheapsofgold.Justtheeveningwihesage,andaceegar,andaglassofbourbonwhiskey.Nowthetroubleis,thatoney.SoIdomyflyinginexgeforcash,andaftereveryjobIsendsomegoldbacktotheWellsFargoBank,andwheenough,maam,Imgohisballoonandbookmeapassageonasteamertalveston,andIllneverleavethegroundagain.”

  “Theresanotherdiffereweenus,Mr.Scoresby.Awitchwouldnosiveupflyingthangiveupbreathing.Toflyistobeperfectlyourselves.”

  “Iseethat,maam,andIenvyyou;butIaintgotyoursourcesofsatisfa.Flyingisjustajobtome,andImjustatei.Imightaswellbeadjustingvalvesinagasengineupanbariccircuits.ButIchoseit,yousee.Itwasmyownfreechoice.WhichiswhyIfindthisnotionofawarIaioldnothingaboutkindatroubling.”

  “lorekByrnisonsquarrelwithhiskingispartofittoo,”saidthewitch.

  “Thischildisdestioplayapartinthat.”

  “Youspeakofdestiny,”hesaid,“asifitwasfixed.AndIaintsureIlikethatanymorethanawarImenlistedinwithoutknowingaboutit.Wheresmyfreewill,ifyouplease?AndthischildseemstometohavemorefreewillthananyoneIevermet.Areyoutellishesjustsomekindofclockworktoywoundupagoingonacourseshetge?”

  “Weareallsubjecttothefates.Butwemustallactasifwearenot,”saidthewitch,“ordieofdespair.Thereisacuriousprophecyaboutthischild:sheisdestiabouttheendofdestiny.Butshemustdosowithoutknowingwhatsheisdoing,asifitwerehernatureandnotherdestinytodoit.Ifshestoldwhatshemustdo,itwillallfail;deathwillsweepthroughalltheworlds;itwillbethetriumphofdespair,forever.Theuniverseswillallbeenothingmorethaninterlogmaes,blindayofthought,feeling,life...”

  TheylookeddownatLyra,whosesleepingface(whatlittleofittheycouldseeinsideherhood)woreastubbornlittlefrown.

  “Iguesspartofherknowsthat,”saidtheaeronaut.“Lookspreparedforit,anyways.Howaboutthelittleboy?Youknowshecameallthiswaytosavehimfromthosefiendsbackthere?Theywereplaymates,baOxfordorsomewhere.

  Didyouknowthat?”

  “Yes,Ididknowthat.Lyraiscarryingsomethingofimmensevalue,anditseemsthatthefatesareusingherasamesseakeittoherfather.Soshecameallthiswaytofindherfriend,notknowingthatherfriendwasbroughttotheNorthbythefates,ihatshemightfollowandbringsomethingtoherfather.”

  “Thatshowyoureadit,huh?”

  Forthefirsttimethewitchseemedunsure.

  “Thatishowitseems....Butwetreadthedarkness,Mr.Scoresby.ItismorethanpossiblethatImightbewrong.”

  “Andwhatbroughtyouintoallthis,ifIask?”

  “WhatevertheyweredoingatBolvangar,wefeltitwaswrongwithallourhearts.Lyraistheirenemy;soweareherfriends.Wedontseemoreclearlythanthat.Butalsothereismysfriendshipfyptianpeople,whichgoesbacktothetimewhenFardersavedmylife.Wearedoingthisattheirbidding.AndtheyhavetiesofobligationwithLordAsriel.”

  “Isee.SoyouretowingtheballoontoSvalbardfyp-tianssake.Ahatfriendshipextendtotowingusbackagain?OrwillIhavetowaitforakindlywind,anddependontheindulgehebearsinthemeantime?Onceagain,maam,Imaskingmerelyinaspiritoffriendlyenquiry.”

  “IfwehelpyoubacktoTrollesund,Mr.Scoresby,weshalldoso.ButwedontknoeshallmeetonSvalbard.Thebearsnewkinghasmademanyges;theoldwaysareoutoffavor;itmightbeadifficultlanding.AndIdontknowhowLyrawillfindherwaytoherfather.NordoIknowwhatlorekByrnisonhasitinmindtodo,exceptthathisfateisinvolvedwithhers.”

  “Idontkher,maam.Ithiachedhimselftothelittlegirlasakindofprotector.Shehelpedhimgethisarmorback,yousee.Whoknowswhatbearsfeel?Butifabeareverlovedahumanbeing,helovesher.AsforlandingonSvalbard,itsneverbeeneasy.Still,ifIcallonyintherightdire,Illfeelkindaeasierinmymind;andiftheresanythingIdoforyouiurn,youonlyhavetosay.ButjustsoasIknow,wouldyoumindtellingmewhosesideImoninthisinvisiblewar?”

  “WearebothonLyrasside.”

  “Oh,nodoubtaboutthat.”

  Theyflewon.Becauseofthecloudsbelowtherewasnowayoftellinghowfasttheyweregoing.Normally,ofcourse,aballoonremaiillwithrespecttothewind,floatingatwhateverspeedtheairitselfwasmoving;butnow,pulledbythewitches,theballoonwasmovingthroughtheairinsteadofwithit,aingthemovement,too,becausetheunwieldygasbaghadhestreamlinedsmoothnessofazeppelin.Asaresult,thebasketswungthiswayandthat,rogandbumpingmuchmorethanonanormalflight.

  LeeScoresbywasntedforhisfortsomuchasforhisinstruments,andhespentsometimemakingsuretheyweresecurelylashedtothemainstruts.

  Acctothealtimeter,theywerenearlytenthousaup.Thetemperaturewasminus20degrees.Hehadbeencolderthanthis,butnotmudhedidntwanttogetanycoldernow;soheunrolledthevassheetheusedasanemergencybivouadspreaditinfrontofthesleepingchildrentokeepoffthewind,beforelyingdownbacktobackwithhisoldradeinarms,lorekByrnison,andfallingasleep.

  WhenLyrawokeup,themoonwashighinthesky,ahinginsightwassilver-plated,fromtheroilingsurfaceofthecloudsbelowtothefrostspearsandiciclesontheriggingoftheballoon.

  Rogerwassleeping,andsowereLeeScoresbyandthebear.Besidethebasket,however,thewitchqueenwasflyingsteadily.

  “HowfararewefromSvalbard?”Lyrasaid.

  “Ifwemeetnowinds,weshallbeoverSvalbardintwelvehoursorso.”

  “Wherearewegoingtoland?”

  “Itdependsoher.Welltrytoavoidthecliffs,though.Therearecreatureslivingtherewhopreyonanythingthatmoves.Ifwe,wellsetyoudownierior,awayfromlofurRaknisonspalace.”

  “WhatsgoingtohappenwhenIfindLordAsriel?WillhewanttoebacktoOxford,orwhat?IdontknowifIoughttotellhimIknowhesmyfather,her.Hemightwanttopreteillmyuncle.Idonthardlyknowhimatall.”

  “HewontwanttogobacktoOxford,Lyra.Itseemsthatthereissomethingtobedoneinanotherworld,andLordAsrielistheonlyonewhobridgethegulfbetweenthatworldandthis.Butheneedssomethingtohelphim.”

  “Thealethiometer!”Lyrasaid.“TheMasteraveittomeandIthoughttherewassomethiedtosayaboutLordAsriel,exceptheneverhadthece.Iknewhedidntreallywanttopoisonhim.Ishegoingtoreaditaomakethebridge?IbetIcouldhelphim.Iprobablyreaditasgoodasanyonenow.”

  “Idontknow,”saidSerafinaPekkala.“Howhelldoit,andwhathistaskwillbe,wettell.Therearepowerswhospeaktous,andtherearepowersabovethem;andtherearesecretsevenfromthemosthigh.”

  “Thealethiometerwouldtellme!Icouldreaditnow....”

  Butitwastoocold;shewouldneverhavemaoholdit.Shebundledherselfupandpulledthehoodtightagainstthechillofthewind,leavingonlyaslittoloh.Farahead,andalittlebelow,thelongropeextendedfromthesuspensioftheballoon,pulledbysixorsevenwitchessittingontheircloud-pinebrahestarsshoneasbrightandcoldandhardasdiamonds.

  “Whyentyoucold,SerafinaPekkala?”

  “Wefeelcold,butwedontmindit,becausewewillnotetoharm.Andifedupagainstthecold,wewouldherthings,likethebrighttihestars,orthemusicoftheAurora,orbestofallthesilkyfeelingofmoonlightonourskin.Itsworthbeingcoldforthat.”“CouldIfeelthem?”

  “No.Youwoulddieifyoutookyourfursoff.Stayedup.”

  “Howlongdowitcheslive,SerafinaPekkala?Fardersayshundredsofyears.Butyoudontlookoldatall.”

  “Iamthreehundredyearsormore.Ouroldestwitchmotherisnearlyathousand.

  Oneday,Yambe-Akkawilleforher.Onedayshelleforme.Sheisthegoddessofthedead.Sheestoyousmilingandkindly,andyouknowitistimetodie.”

  “Aretheremenwitches?Oronlywomen?”

  “Therearemenwhoserveus,likethesulatTrollesund.Andtherearemeakeforloversorhusbands.Youaresoyoung,Lyra,tooyoungtouandthis,butIshalltellyouanywayandyoulluanditlater:menpassinfrontofoureyeslikebutterflies,creaturesofabriefseason.Welovethem;theyarebrave,proud,beautiful,clever;andtheydiealmostatoheydiesosoonthatourheartsaretinuallyrackedwithpain.Webeartheirchildren,whoarewitchesiftheyarefemale,humanifnot;aheblinkofaheyaregone,felled,slain,lost.Oursons,too.Whenalittleboyisgrowihinksheisimmortal.Hismotherknowsheisimebeorepainful,untilfinallyyourheartisbroken.PerhapsthatiswhenYambe-Akkaesforyou.Sheisolderthaundra.Perhaps,forher,witcheslivesareasbriefasmeous.”

  “DidyouloveFarder?”

  “Yes.Doesheknowthat?”

  “Idontknow,butIknowhelovesyou.”

  “Whenherescuedme,hewasyoungandstrongandfullofprideay.Ilovedhimatonce.Iwouldhavegedmynature,Iwouldhaveforsakear-tihemusicoftheAurora;Iwouldneverhaveflownagain—Iwouldhavegivenallthatupinamoment,withoutathought,tobeagyptianboatwifeandcookforhimandsharehisbedandbearhischildren.Butyouotgewhatyouare,onlywhatyoudo.Iamawitch.Heisahuman.Istayedwithhimfenoughtobearhimachild....”

  “Heneversaid!Wasitagirl?Awitch?”

  “No.Aboy,andhediedinthegreatepidemicoffortyyearsago,thesiessthatcameoutoftheEast.Poorlittlechild;heflickeredintolifeandoutofitlikeamayfly.Andittorepiecesoutofmyheart,asitalwaysdoes.Itbrokes.Ahecallcameformetoreturntomyownpeople,becauseYambe-Akkahadtakenmymother,andIwasqueen.SoIleft,asIhadto.”

  “DidyouneverseeFarderagain?”

  “Never.Iheardofhisdeeds;IheardhoouheSkraelings,oisonedarrow,aherbsaohelphimrecover,butIwasntstrongenoughtoseehim.Iheardhowbrokenhewasafterthat,andhowhiswisdomgrew,howmuchhestudiedandread,andIroudofhimandhisgoodness.ButIstayedaway,fortheyweredangeroustimesformy,andwitchwarswerethreatening,andbesides,Ithoughthewouldfetmeandfindahumanwife....”

  “Heneverwould,”saidLyrastoutly.“Yououghtergoandseehim.Hestilllovesyou,Iknowhedoes.”

  “Buthewouldbeashamedofhisownage,andIwouldntwanttomakehimfeelthat.”

  “Perhapshewould.Butyououghttosendamessagetohim,atleast.ThatswhatIthink.”

  SerafinaPekkalasaidnothingforalongtime.Pantalaimonbecameaternaoherbranchforased,toaowledgethatperhapstheyhadbeeni.

  ThenLyrasaid,“Whydopeoplehavedaemons,SerafinaPekkala?”

  “Everyoneasksthat,andnooneknowstheanswer.Aslongastherehavebeenhumanbeings,theyhavehaddaemons.Itswhatmakesusdifferentfromanimals.”

  “Yeah!Weredifferentfromthemallright....Likebears.Theyrestrahey,bears?Youthinktheyrelikeaperson,andthensuddenlytheydosomethingseorferociousyouthinkyoullneveruandthem....Butyouknowwhatloreksaidtome,hesaidthathisarmorforhimwaslikewhatadaemonisforaperson.Itshissoul,hesaid.Butthatswheretheyredifferentagain,becausehemadethisarmorhis-self.Theytookhisfirstarmorawaywhentheysenthimintoexile,andhefoundsomeskyironandmadesomenewarmor,likemakinganewsoul.Wetmakeourdaemons.ThenthepeopleatTrollesund,theygothimdrunkonspiritsandstoleitaway,andIfoundoutwhereitwasaitback....ButwhatIwonderis,whysheingtoSvalbard?Theyllfighthim.Theymightkillhim....Ilovelorek.IlovehimsomuchIwishhewasnting.”松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读