2. A Society
2.ASociety
Thisishowitallcameabout.Sixorsevenofusweresittingonedayaftertea.Someweregazingacrossthestreetintothewindowsofamilliner’sshopwherethelightstillshhtlyuponscarletfeathersandgoldenslippers.Otherswereidlyoccupiedinbuildinglittletowersofsugarupontheedgeoftheteatray.Afteratime,sofarasIremember,wedrewroundthefireandbeganasusualtopraisemen—h,hownoble,howbrilliant,howceous,howbeautifultheywere—howweehosewhobyhookorbyaogetattachedtooneforlife—whenPoll,whohadsaidnothing,burstintotears.Poll,Imusttellyou,hasalwaysbeenqueer.Forohiherwasastrangemaherafortuneinhiswill,butonditionthatshereadallthebooksintheLondonLibrary.Wefortedherasbestwecould;butweknewinourheartshowvainitwas.Forthoughwelikeher,Pollisy;leaveshershoelatied;andmusthavebeenthinking,whilewepraisedmen,thatnotohemwouldeverwishtomarryher.Atlastshedriedhertears.Forsometimeweakenothingofwhatshesaid.Strangeenoughitwasinallsce.Shetoldusthat,asweknew,shespentmostofhertimeintheLondonLibrary,reading.Shehadbegun,shesaid,withEnglishliteratureoopfloor;andwassteadilywherwaydowntotheTimesoom.Andnowhalf,orperhapsonlyaquarter,waythroughaterriblethinghadhappened.Shecouldreadnomore.Bookswerenotwhatwethoughtthem.“Books,”shecried,risingtoherfeetandspeakingwithayofdesolationwhichIshallneverfet,“areforthemostpartunutterablybad!”
OfcoursewecriedoutthatShakespearewrotebooks,andMiltonandShelley.
“Oh,yes,”sheinterruptedus.“You’vebeeaught,Isee.ButyouarenotmembersoftheLondonLibrary.”Herehersobsbrokeforthalength,recalittle,sheopenedohepileofbookswhichshealwayscarriedaboutwithher—“FromaWindow”or“InaGarden,”orsomesuameasthatitwascalled,anditwaswrittenbyamancalledBentonorHenson,orsomethingofthatkind.Shereadthefirstfewpages.Welistenedinsilence.“Butthat’snotabook,”someonesaid.Soshechoseahistimeitwasahistory,butIhavefotteer’sname.Ourtrepidationincreasedasshewenton.Notawordofitseemedtobetrue,ayleinwhichitwaswrittenwasexecrable.
“Poetry!Poetry!”wecried,impatiently.
“Readuspoetry!”Iotdescribethedesolationwhichfelluponusassheopenedalittlevolumeandmouthedouttheverbose,sealfoolerywhichittained.
“Itmusthavebeenwrittenbyawoman,”oneofusurged.Butno.Shetoldusthatitwaswrittenbyayoungmahemostfamouspoetsoftheday.Ileaveyoutoimagitheshockofthediscoverywas.Thoughweallcriedandbeggedhertoreadnomore,shepersistedandreadusextractsfromtheLivesoftheLordcellors.Whenshehadfinished,Jaheeldestandwisestofus,rosetoherfeetandsaidthatsheforonewasnotvinced.
“Why,”sheasked,“ifmenwritesuchrubbishasthis,shouldourmothershavewastedtheiryouthinbringiotheworld?”
Wewereallsilent;and,inthesilence,poorPollcouldbeheardsobbingout,“Why,whydidmyfatherteachmetoread?”
Clorindawasthefirsttoetohersenses.“It’sallourfault,”shesaid.“Everyoneofusknowshowtoread.Butnoone,savePoll,hasevertakeroubletodoit.I,forone,havetakenitfrahatitwasawoman’sdutytospendheryouthinbearingchildren.Iveedmymotherforbeariillmrandmotherforbearingfifteen;itwas,Ifess,myownambitiowenty.Wehavegoneonalltheseagessupposingthatmenwereequallyindustrious,andthattheirworkswereofequalmerit.Whilewehaveborhechildren,they,wesupposed,haveborhebooksaures.opulatedtheworld.Theyhavecivilizedit.Butnowthatweread,reventsusfromjudgingtheresults?Beforewebringanotherchildintotheworldwemustswearthatwewillfindoutwhattheworldislike.”
Sowemadeourselvesintoasocietyforaskiions.Oneofuswastovisitaman–of–war;anotherwastohideherselfinascholar’sstudy;anotherwastoatteingofbusinessmen;whileallweretoreadbooks,lookatpictures,gotocerts,keepoureyesopenireets,andaskquestioually.Wewereveryyoung.YoujudgeofoursimplicitywhenItellyouthatbeforepartingthatnightweagreedthattheobjectsoflifeweretoproducegoodpeopleandgoodbooks.Ourquestioobedirectedtofindingouthowfartheseobjectswerenowattainedbymen.Wevowedsolemnlythatwewouldnotbearasinglechilduntilweweresatisfied.
Offwewentthen,sometotheBritishMuseum;otherstotheKing’sNavy;sometoOxford;otherstoCambridge;wevisitedtheRoyalAcademyae;heardmodernmusicertrooms,wenttotheLawCourts,andsawnewplays.Noonediwithoutaskingherpartaiionsandcarefullynotinghisreplies.Atintervalswemettogetherandparedourobservations.Oh,thoseweremerrymeeting!NeverhaveIlaughedsomuchasIdidwhenRosereadhernotesupon“Honour”anddescribedhowshehaddressedherselfasahiopianPrindgoneaboardoneofHisMajesty’sships.Discthehoax,theCaptainvisitedher(nowdisguisedasaprivategentleman)anddemahathonourshouldbesatisfied.“Buthow?”sheasked.“How?”hebellowed.“Withtheeofcourse!”Seeingthathewasbesidehimselfwithrageandexpegthatherlastmomenthade,shebentoverandreceived,toheramazement,sixlighttapsuponthebehind.“ThehonouroftheBritishNavyisavenged!”hecried,and,raisingherself,shesawhimwiththesdownhisfaceholdingoutatremblingrighthand.“Away!”sheexclaimed,strikinganattitudeandimitatingtheferocityofhisownexpression,“Myhonourhasstilltobesatisfied!”“Spokenlikeagentlemaurned,andfellintoprofoundthought.“IfsixstrokesavehehonouroftheKing’sNavy,”hemused,“howmahehonourofaprivategentleman?”Hesaidhewouldprefertolaythecasebeforehisbrotherofficers.Sherepliedhaughtilythatshecouldnotwait.Hepraisedhersensibility.“Letmesee,”hecriedsuddenly,“didyourfatherkeepacarriage?”“No,”shesaid.“Oraridinghorse?”“Wehadadonkey,”shebethoughther,“whichdrewthemowingmae.”Atthishisfacelighted.“Mymother’sname—”sheadded.“Fod’ssake,man,doionyourmother’sname!”heshrieked,tremblinglikeanaspenandflushingtotherootsofhishair,anditwastenmileastbeforeshecouldioproceed.Atlengthhedecreedthatifshegavehimfourstrokesandahalfinthesmallofthebackataspotindicatedbyhimself(thehalfceded,hesaid,inreitionofthefactthathergreatgrandmother’sunclewaskilledatTrafalgar)itwashisopinionthatherhonourwouldbeasgoodashiswasdoheyretiredtoarestaurant;dranktwobottlesofwineforwhichheinsisteduponpaying;andpartedwithprotestatioernalfriendship.
ThenwehadFanny’satofhervisittotheLawCourts.AtherfirstvisitshehadetotheclusionthattheJudgeswereeithermadeofwoodorwereimpersonatedbylargeanimalsresemblingmanwhohadbeentraiomovewithextremedignity,mumbleandnodtheirheads.Totesthertheoryshehadliberatedahandkerchiefofbluebottlesatthecritientofatrial,butwasuojudgewhetherthecreaturesgavesignsofhumanityforthebuzzingofthefliesinducedsosoundasleepthatsheonlywokeioseetheprisonersledintothecellsbelow.ButfromtheevidenceshebroughtwevotedthatitisunfairtosupposethattheJudgesaremen.
HeleotheRoyalAcademy,butwheodeliverherreportupouresshebegaefromapalebluevolume,“O!forthetouchofavanishedhandandthesoundofavoicethatisstill.Homeisthehunter,homefromthehill.Hegavehisbridlereinsashake.Loveissweet,loveisbrief.Spring,thefairspring,istheyear’spleasantKing.O!tobeinEnglandnoril’sthere.Menmustworkandwomenmustweep.Thepathofdutyisthewaytoglory—”Wecouldlistentonomoreofthisgibberish.
“Wewantnomorepoetry!”wecried.
“DaughtersofEngland!”shebegan,butherewepulledherdown,avaseofwatergettingspiltoverherinthescuffle.
“ThankGod!”sheexclaimed,shakingherselflikeadog.“NowI’llrollonthecarpetandseeifI’tbrushoffwhatremainsoftheUnionJack.Thenperhaps—”heresherolledeically.GettingupshebegantoexplaintouswhatmodernpicturesarelikewhenCastaliastoppedher.
“Whatistheaveragesizeofapicture?”sheasked.“Perhapstwofeetbytwoandahalf,”shesaid.CastaliamadenoteswhileHelenspoke,andwhenshehaddone,andweweretryingnottomeeteachother’seyes,roseandsaid,“AtyourwishIspentlastweekate,disguisedasacharwoman.IthushadaccesstotheroomsofseveralProfessorsandwillnowattempttogiveyousomeidea—only,”shebrokeoff,“I’tthinkhowtodoit.It’sallsoqueer.TheseProfessors,”shewenton,“liveinlargehousesbuiltroundgrassplotseaakindofcellbyhimself.Yettheyhaveeveryveniendfort.Youhaveonlytopressabutthtalittlelamp.Theirspapersarebeautifullyfiled.Booksabound.Therearenochildrenoranimals,savehalfadozenstraycatsandoneagedbullfinch—acock.Iremember,”shebrokeoff,“anAuntofminewholivedatDulwidkeptcactuses.Youreachedtheservatorythroughthedoubledrawing–room,andthere,opipes,weredozensofthem,ugly,squat,bristlylittleplantseaaseparatepot.OnahundredyearstheAloeflowered,somyAuntsaid.Butshediedbeforethathappened—”Wetoldhertokeeptothepoint.“Well,”sheresumed,“whenProfessorHobkinwasout,Iexaminedhislifework,aionofSappho.It’saqueerlookingbook,sixorsevenihiotallbySappho.Oh,no.MostofitisadefenceofSappho’schastity,whieGermanhaddenied,addIassureyouthepassionwithwhichthesetwogentlemenargued,thelearningtheydisplayed,theprodigiousiywithwhichtheydisputedtheuseofsomeimplementwhichlookedtomeforalltheworldlikeahairpinastoundedme;especiallywhenthedooropenedandProfessorHobkinhimselfappeared.Averynice,mild,oldgentleman,butwhatcouldheknowaboutchastity?”Wemisuoodher.
“No,no,”sheprotested,“he’sthesoulofhonourI’msure—notthatheresembledRose’sseacaptainintheleast.IwasthinkingratherofmyAunt’scactuses.Whatcouldtheyknowaboutchastity?”
Agaioldhernottowanderfromthepoint,—didtheeprofessorshelptoproducegoodpeopleandgoodbooks?—theobjectsoflife.
“There!”sheexclaimed.“Itruckmetoask.Itneveroccurredtomethattheycouldpossiblyproduything.”
“Ibelieve,”saidSue,“thatyoumadesomemistake.ProbablyProfessorHobkinwasagynecologist.Ascholarisaverydifferentsortofman.Ascholarisoverflowingwithhumourandiion—perhapsaddictedtowiwhatofthat?—adelightfulpanion,generous,subtle,imaginative—asstandstoreason.Forhespendshislifeinpanywiththefihumanbeingsthathaveeverexisted.”
“Hum,”saidCastalia.“PerhapsI’dbettergobadtryagain.”
SomethreemonthslaterithappehatIwassittingalonewhenCastaliaentered.Idon’tknowwhatitwasinthelookofherthatsomovedme;butIcouldrainmyself,and,dashingacrosstheroom,Iclaspedherinmyarms.Notonlywassheverybeautiful;sheseemedalsointhehighestspirits.“Hoyyoulook!”Iexclaimed,asshesatdown.
“I’vebeenate,”shesaid.
“Askiions?”
“Answeringthem,”shereplied.
“Youhavenotbrokenourvows?”Isaidanxiously,notigsomethingaboutherfigure.
“Oh,thevow,”shesaidcasually.“I’mgoingtohaveababy,ifthat’swhatyoumean.You’timagine,”sheburstout,“howexg,howbeautiful,howsatisfying—”
“Whatis?”Iasked.
“To—to—answerquestions,”sherepliedinsomefusion.Whereupooldmethewholeofherstory.ButinthemiddleofanatwhiterestedaedmemorethananythingIhadeverheard,shegavethestracry,halfwhoop,halfholloa—
“Chastity!Chastity!Where’smychastity!”shecried.“HelpHo!Thestbottle!”
Therewasnothingintheroombutacruettainingmustard,whichIwasabouttoadministerwhensherecoveredherposure.
“Youshouldhavethoughtofthatthreemonthsago,”Isaidseverely.
“True,”shereplied.“There’snotmuchgoodinthinkingofitnow.Itwasunfortuheway,thatmymotherhadmecalledCastalia.”
“Oh,Castalia,yourmother—”Iwasbeginningwhenshereachedforthemustardpot.
“No,no,no,”shesaid,shakingherhead.“Ifyou’dbeenachastewomanyourselfyouwouldhavescreamedatthesightofme—insteadofwhichyourushedacrosstheroomandtookmeinyourarms.No,Cassandra.Weareherofuschaste.”Sowewentontalking.
Meanwhiletheroomwasfillingup,foritwasthedayappoiodiscusstheresultsofourobservations.Everyohought,feltasIdidaboutCastalia.Theykissedherandsaidhowgladtheyweretoseeheragain.Atlength,ereallassembled,Janeroseandsaidthatitwastimetobegin.Shebeganbysayingthatwehadnowaskedquestionsforoverfiveyears,andthatthoughtheresultswereboundtobeinclusive—hereCastalianudgedmeandwhisperedthatshewasnotsosureaboutthat.Theup,and,interruptingJahemiddleofasentence,said:
“Beforeyousayanymore,Iwanttoknow—amItostayintheroom?Because,”sheadded,“IhavetofessthatIamanimpurewoman.”
Everyonelookedatherinastonishment.
“Yoingtohaveababy?”askedJane.
Shenoddedherhead.
Itwasextraordinarytoseethedifferentexpressionsontheirfaces.Asortofhumwentthroughtheroom,inwhichIcouldcatchthewords“impure,”“baby,”“Castalia,”andsoon.Jane,whowasherselfsiderablymoved,putittous:
“Shallshego?Issheimpure?”
Sucharoarfilledtheroomasmighthavebeenheardireetoutside.
“No!No!herstay!Impure?Fiddlesticks!”YetIfahatsomeoftheyou,girlsofeenortwenty,heldbackasifoverewithshyhenweallcameaboutherandbeganaskiions,andatlastIsawoheyou,tinthebackground,approachshylyandsaytoher:
“Whatischastitythen?Imeanisitgood,orisitbad,orisitnothingatall?”SherepliedsolowthatIcouldnotcatchwhatshesaid.
“YouknowIwasshocked,”saidanother,“foratleasttenminutes.”
“Inmyopinion,”saidPoll,whowasgrowingcrustyfromalwaysreadingintheLondonLibrary,“chastityisnothingbutignorance—amostdiscreditablestateofmind.Weshouldadmitonlytheunchastetooursociety.IvotethatCastaliashallbeourPresident.”
Thiswasviolentlydisputed.
“Itisasunfairtobrandwomenwithchastityaswithunchastity,”saidPoll.“Someofushaven’ttheopportuher.Moreover,Idon’tbelieveCassyherselfmaintainsthatsheactedasshedidfromapureloveofknowledge.”
“Heisonlytwenty–oneanddivinelybeautiful,”saidCassy,witharavishiure.
“Imove,”saidHelen,“thatnoonebeallowedtotalkofchastityorunchastitysavethosewhoareinlove.”
“Oh,bother,”saidJudith,whohadbeenenquiringintostificmatters,“I’mnotinloveandI’mlongingtoexplainmymeasuresfordispensingwithprostitutesailizingvirginsbyActofParliament.”
ShewentontotellusofaioobeerectedatTubestationsandotherpublicresorts,which,uponpaymentofasmallfee,wouldsafeguardthenatioh,aodateitssons,andrelieveitsdaughters.ThenshehadtrivedamethodofpreservinginsealedtubesthegermsoffutureLordcellors“orpoetsorpaintersormusis,”shewenton,“supposing,thatistosay,thatthesebreedsareindthatwomenstillwishtobearchildren—”
“Ofcoursewewishtobearchildren!”criedCastalia,impatiently.Janerappedthetable.
“Thatistheverypointwearemettosider,”shesaid.“Forfiveyearswehavebeentryingtofindoutwhetherwearejustifiedintinuingthehumanrace.Castaliahasanticipatedourdecision.Butitremainsfortherestofustomakeupourminds.”
Hereoeranotherofourmessengersroseanddeliveredtheirreports.Themarvelsofcivilisationfarexceededourexpectations,and,aswelearntforthefirsttimehowmaheair,talksacrossspace,peestotheheartofanatom,andembracestheuniverseinhisspeculations,amurmurofadmirationburstfromourlips.
“roud,”wecried,“thatourmotherssacrificedtheiryouthinsuchacauseasthis!”Castalia,whohadbeenlisteningily,lookedprouderthanalltherest.ThenJaneremihatwehadstillmuchtolearn,andCastaliabeggedustomakehaste.Ohroughavasttaatistics.WelearntthatEnglandhasapopulationofsomanymillions,andthatsudsuchaproportionofthemisstantlyhungryandinprison;thattheaveragesizeofawman’sfamilyissudthatsogreatapertageofwomendiefrommaladiesiochildbirth.Reportswerereadofvisitstofactories,shops,slums,anddockyards.DescriptionsweregivenoftheStockExge,ofagigantichouseofbusinessiy,andofaGoverOffice.TheBritishieswerenowdiscussed,andsomeatwasgivenofourruleinIndia,AfridIreland.IwassittingbyCastaliaandInoticedheruneasiness.
“Weshallneveretoanyclusionatallatthisrate,”shesaid.“Asitappearsthatcivilisationissomuchmoreplexthanwehadanynotion,woulditertofineourselvestinalenquiry?Weagreedthatitwastheobjectoflifetoproducegoodpeopleandgoodbooks.Allthistimewehavebeentalkingofaeroplanes,factories,andmoney.Letustalkaboutmenthemselvesandtheirarts,forthatistheheartofthematter.”
Sothedinersoutsteppedforwardwithlongslipsofpapertainingaotheirquestions.Thesehadbeenframedaftermusideration.Agoodman,wehadagreed,mustatanyratebeho,passionate,andunworldly.Butwhetherornotaparticularmanpossessedthosequalitiescouldonlybediscoveredbyaskiions,oftenbeginningataremotedistanthetre.IsKensingtonaniceplacetolivein?Whereisyoursonbeingeducated—andyhter?Nowpleasetellme,whatdoyoupayforyars?Bytheway,isSirJosephabarooronlyaknight?Oftenitseemedthatwelearntmorefromtrivialquestionsofthiskindthanfrommoredirees.“Iacceptedmypeerage,”saidLordBunkum,“becausemywifewishedit.”Ifethowmanytitlestedforthesamereason.“Wfifteenhoursoutofthetwenty–four,asIdo—”tenthousandprofessionalmenbegan.
“No,no,ofcourseyoueitherreadnorwrite.Butwhydoyouworksohard?”“Mydearlady,withagrowingfamily—”“Butwhydoesyourfamilygrow?”Theirwiveswishedthattoo,orperhapsitwastheBritishEmpire.Butmnifitthantheanswersweretherefusalstoanswer.Veryfewwouldreplyatalltoquestionsaboutmoralityandreligion,andsuswersasweregiveserious.Questionsastothevalueofmoneyandpowerwerealmostinvariablybrushedaside,orpressedatextremerisktotheasker.“I’msure,”saidJill,“thatifSirHarleyTightbootshadn’tbeencarvionwhenIaskedhimaboutthecapitalistsystemhewouldhavecutmythroat.Theonlyreasonwhyweescapedwithourlivesoverandainisthatmeoncesohungryandsochivalrous.Theydespiseustoomuindwhatwesay.”
“Ofcoursetheydespiseus,”saidEleanor.“Atthesametimehowdoyouatforthis—Imadeenquiriesamoists.Now,nowomanhaseverbeenanartist,hasshe,Polls?”
“Jane—Austen—Charlotte—Bronte—Gee—Eliot,”criedPoll,likeamangmuffinsinabackstreet.
“Damnthewoman!”someoneexclaimed.“Whataboresheis!”
“SinceSapphotherehasbeennofemaleoffirstrate—”Eleanan,quotingfromaweeklyneer.
“It’snowwellknophowasthesomewhatlewdiionofProfessorHobkin,”Ruthinterrupted.
“Anyhow,thereisnoreasontosupposethatanywomaneverhasbeeowriteoreverwillbeabletowrite,”Eleanortinued.“A,wheneverIgoamongauthorstheyneverceasetotalktomeabouttheirbooks.Masterly!Isay,orShakespearehimself!(forosaysomething)andIassureyou,theybelieveme.”
“Thatprovesnothing,”saidJaheyalldoit.Only,”shesighed,“itdoesohelpusmuch.Perhapswehadbetterexaminemoderure.Liz,it’syourturn.”
Elizabethroseandsaidthatioprosecuteherenquiryshehaddressedasamanaakenforareviewer.
“Ihavereadnewbooksprettysteadilyforthepastfiveyears,”saidshe.“Mr.Wellsisthemostpopularlivingwriter;thenr.ArnoldBehenMr.ptonMakenzie;Mr.MaandMr.olemaybebracketedtogether.”Shesatdown.
“Butyou’vetoldusnothing!”weexpostulated.“OrdoyoumeanthatthesegentlemenhavegreatlysurpassedJane–ElliotandthatEnglishfiis—where’sthatreviewofyours?Oh,yes,‘safeintheirhands.’”
“Safe,quitesafe,”shesaid,shiftinguneasilyfromfoottofoot.“AndI’msurethattheygiveawayevehantheyreceive.”
Wewereallsureofthat.“But,”wepressedher,“dotheywritegoodbooks?”
“Goodbooks?”shesaid,lookingattheceiling“Youmustremember,”shebegan,speakingwithextremerapidity,“thatfiisthemirroroflife.Andyou’tdenythateducationisofthehighestimportandthatitwouldbeextremelyannoying,ifyoufoundyourselfaloBrightonight,nottoknowwhichwasthebestbhousetostayat,andsupposeitpingSundayevening—wouldn’titbeogototheMovies?”
“Butwhathasthatgottodowithit?”weasked.
“Nothing—nothing—nothingwhatever,”shereplied.
“Well,tellusthetruth,”webadeher.
“Thetruth?Butisn’titwonderful,”shebrokeoff—“Mr.Chitterhaswrittenaweeklyarticleforthepastthirtyyearsuponloveorhotbutteredtoastandhassentallhissoon—”
“Thetruth!”wedemanded.
“Oh,thetruth,”shestammered,“thetruthhasnothingtodowithliterature,”andsittingdownsherefusedtosayanotherword.
Itallseemedtousveryinclusive.
“Ladies,wemusttrytosumuptheresults,”Janewasbeginning,whenahum,whichhadbeenheardforsometimethroughtheopenwindow,drownedhervoice.
“ar!DeclarationofWar!”menwereshoutingireetbelow.
Welookedateachotherinhorror.
“Whatwar?”wecried.“Whatwar?”Weremembered,toolate,thatwehadhoughtofsendingaheHouseofons.Wehadfottenallaboutit.WeturoPoll,whohadreachedthehistoryshelvesintheLondonLibrary,andaskedhertoenlightenus.
“Why,”wecried,“domengotowar?”
“Sometimesforonereason,sometimesforanother,”sherepliedcalmly.“In1760,forexample—”Theshoutsoutsidedrownedherwords.“Againin1797—in1804—ItwastheAustriansin1866–1870wastheFranco–Prussian—In1900oherhand—”
“Butit’snow1914!”wecuthershort.
“Ah,Idon’tknowwhatthey’regoingtowarfornow,”sheadmitted.
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Thewarwasoverandpeacerocessofbeingsigned,whenIoncemorefoundmyselfwithCastaliaintheroomwhereourmeetingsusedtobeheld.Webeganidlyturnihepagesofouroldminutebooks.“Queer,”Imused,“toseeerethinkingfiveyearsago.”“Weareagreed,”Castaliaquoted,readingovermyshoulder,“thatitistheobjectoflifetoproducegoodpeopleandgoodbooks.”Wemadenoentuponthat.“Agoodmanisatanyrateho,passionateandunworldly.”“Whatawoman’slanguage!”Iobserved.“Oh,dear,”criedCastalia,pushingthebookawayfromher,“whatfoolswewere!Itoll’sfather’sfault,”shewenton.“Ibelievehediditonpurpose—thatridiculouswill,Imean,fPolltoreadallthebooksintheLondonLibrary.Ifwehadtoread,”shesaidbitterly,“wemightstillhavebeenbearingchildreninignorahatIbelievewasthehappiestlifeafterall.Iknowwhatyoingtosayaboutwar,”shecheckedme,“andthehorrorofbearingchildrehemkilled,butourmothersdidit,andtheirmothers,andtheirmothersbeforethem.Andtheydidn’tplain.Theycouldn’tread.I’vedonemybest,”shesighed,“topreventmylittlegirlfromlearningtoread,butwhat’stheuse?IcaughtAnnoerdaywithaneerinherhandandshewasbeginningtoaskmeifitwas‘true.’she’llaskmewhetherMr.LloydGeeisagoodman,theherMr.ArnoldBeisagood,andfinallywhetherIbelieveinGod.HowIbringmydaughteruptobelieveinnothing?”shedemanded.
“Surelyyoucouldteachhertobelievethataman’sintellectis,andalwayswillbe,fuallysuperiortoawoman’s?”Isuggested.Shebrightehisaoturnoverouroldminutesagain.“Yes,”shesaid,“thinkoftheirdiscoveries,theirmathematics,theirsce,theirphilosophy,theirscholarship—”andthenshebegantolaugh,“IshallneverfetoldHobkinandthehairpin,”shesaid,aonreadingandlaughingandIthoughtshewasquitehappy,whensuddenlyshedrewthebookfromherandburstout,“Oh,Cassandra,whydoyoutormentme?Don’tyouknowthatourbeliefinman’sintellectisthegreatestfallacyofthemall?”“What?”Iexclaimed.“Askanyjournalist,saster,politiorpublichousekeeperinthelandandtheywillalltellyouthatmenaremuchclevererthanwomen.”“AsifIdoubtedit,”shesaidsfully.“Howcouldtheyhelpit?Haven’twebredthemandfedaheminfortsihebeginningoftimesothattheymaybecleverevenifthey’renothingelse?It’sallourdoing!”shecried.“Weinsisteduponhavingintellednowwe’vegotit.Andit’sintellect,”shetihat’satthebottomofit.Whatcouldbemorecharmingthanaboybeforehehasbeguntocultivatehisintellect?Heisbeautifultolookat;hegiveshimselfnoairs;heuandsthemeaningofartandliteratureinstinctively;hegoesaboutenjoyinghislifeandmakingotherpeopleenjoytheirs.Theeachhimtocultivatehisintellect.Hebeesabarrister,acivilservant,ageneral,anauthor,aprofessor.Everydayhegoestoanoffice.Everyyearheproducesabook.Hemaintainsawholefamilybytheproductsofhisbrain—poordevil!Soonheeintoaroomwithoutmakingusallfeelunfortable;hedesdstoeverywomas,anddareshetrutheventohisownwife;insteadofrejoigoureyeswehavetoshutthemifwearetotakehiminourarms.True,theysolethemselveswithstarsofallshapes,ribbonsofallshades,andinesofallsizes—butwhatistosoleus?Thatweshallbeableintenyears’timetospendaweekendatLahore?OrthattheleastiinJapanhasawicethelengthofitsb松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读
Thisishowitallcameabout.Sixorsevenofusweresittingonedayaftertea.Someweregazingacrossthestreetintothewindowsofamilliner’sshopwherethelightstillshhtlyuponscarletfeathersandgoldenslippers.Otherswereidlyoccupiedinbuildinglittletowersofsugarupontheedgeoftheteatray.Afteratime,sofarasIremember,wedrewroundthefireandbeganasusualtopraisemen—h,hownoble,howbrilliant,howceous,howbeautifultheywere—howweehosewhobyhookorbyaogetattachedtooneforlife—whenPoll,whohadsaidnothing,burstintotears.Poll,Imusttellyou,hasalwaysbeenqueer.Forohiherwasastrangemaherafortuneinhiswill,butonditionthatshereadallthebooksintheLondonLibrary.Wefortedherasbestwecould;butweknewinourheartshowvainitwas.Forthoughwelikeher,Pollisy;leaveshershoelatied;andmusthavebeenthinking,whilewepraisedmen,thatnotohemwouldeverwishtomarryher.Atlastshedriedhertears.Forsometimeweakenothingofwhatshesaid.Strangeenoughitwasinallsce.Shetoldusthat,asweknew,shespentmostofhertimeintheLondonLibrary,reading.Shehadbegun,shesaid,withEnglishliteratureoopfloor;andwassteadilywherwaydowntotheTimesoom.Andnowhalf,orperhapsonlyaquarter,waythroughaterriblethinghadhappened.Shecouldreadnomore.Bookswerenotwhatwethoughtthem.“Books,”shecried,risingtoherfeetandspeakingwithayofdesolationwhichIshallneverfet,“areforthemostpartunutterablybad!”
OfcoursewecriedoutthatShakespearewrotebooks,andMiltonandShelley.
“Oh,yes,”sheinterruptedus.“You’vebeeaught,Isee.ButyouarenotmembersoftheLondonLibrary.”Herehersobsbrokeforthalength,recalittle,sheopenedohepileofbookswhichshealwayscarriedaboutwithher—“FromaWindow”or“InaGarden,”orsomesuameasthatitwascalled,anditwaswrittenbyamancalledBentonorHenson,orsomethingofthatkind.Shereadthefirstfewpages.Welistenedinsilence.“Butthat’snotabook,”someonesaid.Soshechoseahistimeitwasahistory,butIhavefotteer’sname.Ourtrepidationincreasedasshewenton.Notawordofitseemedtobetrue,ayleinwhichitwaswrittenwasexecrable.
“Poetry!Poetry!”wecried,impatiently.
“Readuspoetry!”Iotdescribethedesolationwhichfelluponusassheopenedalittlevolumeandmouthedouttheverbose,sealfoolerywhichittained.
“Itmusthavebeenwrittenbyawoman,”oneofusurged.Butno.Shetoldusthatitwaswrittenbyayoungmahemostfamouspoetsoftheday.Ileaveyoutoimagitheshockofthediscoverywas.Thoughweallcriedandbeggedhertoreadnomore,shepersistedandreadusextractsfromtheLivesoftheLordcellors.Whenshehadfinished,Jaheeldestandwisestofus,rosetoherfeetandsaidthatsheforonewasnotvinced.
“Why,”sheasked,“ifmenwritesuchrubbishasthis,shouldourmothershavewastedtheiryouthinbringiotheworld?”
Wewereallsilent;and,inthesilence,poorPollcouldbeheardsobbingout,“Why,whydidmyfatherteachmetoread?”
Clorindawasthefirsttoetohersenses.“It’sallourfault,”shesaid.“Everyoneofusknowshowtoread.Butnoone,savePoll,hasevertakeroubletodoit.I,forone,havetakenitfrahatitwasawoman’sdutytospendheryouthinbearingchildren.Iveedmymotherforbeariillmrandmotherforbearingfifteen;itwas,Ifess,myownambitiowenty.Wehavegoneonalltheseagessupposingthatmenwereequallyindustrious,andthattheirworkswereofequalmerit.Whilewehaveborhechildren,they,wesupposed,haveborhebooksaures.opulatedtheworld.Theyhavecivilizedit.Butnowthatweread,reventsusfromjudgingtheresults?Beforewebringanotherchildintotheworldwemustswearthatwewillfindoutwhattheworldislike.”
Sowemadeourselvesintoasocietyforaskiions.Oneofuswastovisitaman–of–war;anotherwastohideherselfinascholar’sstudy;anotherwastoatteingofbusinessmen;whileallweretoreadbooks,lookatpictures,gotocerts,keepoureyesopenireets,andaskquestioually.Wewereveryyoung.YoujudgeofoursimplicitywhenItellyouthatbeforepartingthatnightweagreedthattheobjectsoflifeweretoproducegoodpeopleandgoodbooks.Ourquestioobedirectedtofindingouthowfartheseobjectswerenowattainedbymen.Wevowedsolemnlythatwewouldnotbearasinglechilduntilweweresatisfied.
Offwewentthen,sometotheBritishMuseum;otherstotheKing’sNavy;sometoOxford;otherstoCambridge;wevisitedtheRoyalAcademyae;heardmodernmusicertrooms,wenttotheLawCourts,andsawnewplays.Noonediwithoutaskingherpartaiionsandcarefullynotinghisreplies.Atintervalswemettogetherandparedourobservations.Oh,thoseweremerrymeeting!NeverhaveIlaughedsomuchasIdidwhenRosereadhernotesupon“Honour”anddescribedhowshehaddressedherselfasahiopianPrindgoneaboardoneofHisMajesty’sships.Discthehoax,theCaptainvisitedher(nowdisguisedasaprivategentleman)anddemahathonourshouldbesatisfied.“Buthow?”sheasked.“How?”hebellowed.“Withtheeofcourse!”Seeingthathewasbesidehimselfwithrageandexpegthatherlastmomenthade,shebentoverandreceived,toheramazement,sixlighttapsuponthebehind.“ThehonouroftheBritishNavyisavenged!”hecried,and,raisingherself,shesawhimwiththesdownhisfaceholdingoutatremblingrighthand.“Away!”sheexclaimed,strikinganattitudeandimitatingtheferocityofhisownexpression,“Myhonourhasstilltobesatisfied!”“Spokenlikeagentlemaurned,andfellintoprofoundthought.“IfsixstrokesavehehonouroftheKing’sNavy,”hemused,“howmahehonourofaprivategentleman?”Hesaidhewouldprefertolaythecasebeforehisbrotherofficers.Sherepliedhaughtilythatshecouldnotwait.Hepraisedhersensibility.“Letmesee,”hecriedsuddenly,“didyourfatherkeepacarriage?”“No,”shesaid.“Oraridinghorse?”“Wehadadonkey,”shebethoughther,“whichdrewthemowingmae.”Atthishisfacelighted.“Mymother’sname—”sheadded.“Fod’ssake,man,doionyourmother’sname!”heshrieked,tremblinglikeanaspenandflushingtotherootsofhishair,anditwastenmileastbeforeshecouldioproceed.Atlengthhedecreedthatifshegavehimfourstrokesandahalfinthesmallofthebackataspotindicatedbyhimself(thehalfceded,hesaid,inreitionofthefactthathergreatgrandmother’sunclewaskilledatTrafalgar)itwashisopinionthatherhonourwouldbeasgoodashiswasdoheyretiredtoarestaurant;dranktwobottlesofwineforwhichheinsisteduponpaying;andpartedwithprotestatioernalfriendship.
ThenwehadFanny’satofhervisittotheLawCourts.AtherfirstvisitshehadetotheclusionthattheJudgeswereeithermadeofwoodorwereimpersonatedbylargeanimalsresemblingmanwhohadbeentraiomovewithextremedignity,mumbleandnodtheirheads.Totesthertheoryshehadliberatedahandkerchiefofbluebottlesatthecritientofatrial,butwasuojudgewhetherthecreaturesgavesignsofhumanityforthebuzzingofthefliesinducedsosoundasleepthatsheonlywokeioseetheprisonersledintothecellsbelow.ButfromtheevidenceshebroughtwevotedthatitisunfairtosupposethattheJudgesaremen.
HeleotheRoyalAcademy,butwheodeliverherreportupouresshebegaefromapalebluevolume,“O!forthetouchofavanishedhandandthesoundofavoicethatisstill.Homeisthehunter,homefromthehill.Hegavehisbridlereinsashake.Loveissweet,loveisbrief.Spring,thefairspring,istheyear’spleasantKing.O!tobeinEnglandnoril’sthere.Menmustworkandwomenmustweep.Thepathofdutyisthewaytoglory—”Wecouldlistentonomoreofthisgibberish.
“Wewantnomorepoetry!”wecried.
“DaughtersofEngland!”shebegan,butherewepulledherdown,avaseofwatergettingspiltoverherinthescuffle.
“ThankGod!”sheexclaimed,shakingherselflikeadog.“NowI’llrollonthecarpetandseeifI’tbrushoffwhatremainsoftheUnionJack.Thenperhaps—”heresherolledeically.GettingupshebegantoexplaintouswhatmodernpicturesarelikewhenCastaliastoppedher.
“Whatistheaveragesizeofapicture?”sheasked.“Perhapstwofeetbytwoandahalf,”shesaid.CastaliamadenoteswhileHelenspoke,andwhenshehaddone,andweweretryingnottomeeteachother’seyes,roseandsaid,“AtyourwishIspentlastweekate,disguisedasacharwoman.IthushadaccesstotheroomsofseveralProfessorsandwillnowattempttogiveyousomeidea—only,”shebrokeoff,“I’tthinkhowtodoit.It’sallsoqueer.TheseProfessors,”shewenton,“liveinlargehousesbuiltroundgrassplotseaakindofcellbyhimself.Yettheyhaveeveryveniendfort.Youhaveonlytopressabutthtalittlelamp.Theirspapersarebeautifullyfiled.Booksabound.Therearenochildrenoranimals,savehalfadozenstraycatsandoneagedbullfinch—acock.Iremember,”shebrokeoff,“anAuntofminewholivedatDulwidkeptcactuses.Youreachedtheservatorythroughthedoubledrawing–room,andthere,opipes,weredozensofthem,ugly,squat,bristlylittleplantseaaseparatepot.OnahundredyearstheAloeflowered,somyAuntsaid.Butshediedbeforethathappened—”Wetoldhertokeeptothepoint.“Well,”sheresumed,“whenProfessorHobkinwasout,Iexaminedhislifework,aionofSappho.It’saqueerlookingbook,sixorsevenihiotallbySappho.Oh,no.MostofitisadefenceofSappho’schastity,whieGermanhaddenied,addIassureyouthepassionwithwhichthesetwogentlemenargued,thelearningtheydisplayed,theprodigiousiywithwhichtheydisputedtheuseofsomeimplementwhichlookedtomeforalltheworldlikeahairpinastoundedme;especiallywhenthedooropenedandProfessorHobkinhimselfappeared.Averynice,mild,oldgentleman,butwhatcouldheknowaboutchastity?”Wemisuoodher.
“No,no,”sheprotested,“he’sthesoulofhonourI’msure—notthatheresembledRose’sseacaptainintheleast.IwasthinkingratherofmyAunt’scactuses.Whatcouldtheyknowaboutchastity?”
Agaioldhernottowanderfromthepoint,—didtheeprofessorshelptoproducegoodpeopleandgoodbooks?—theobjectsoflife.
“There!”sheexclaimed.“Itruckmetoask.Itneveroccurredtomethattheycouldpossiblyproduything.”
“Ibelieve,”saidSue,“thatyoumadesomemistake.ProbablyProfessorHobkinwasagynecologist.Ascholarisaverydifferentsortofman.Ascholarisoverflowingwithhumourandiion—perhapsaddictedtowiwhatofthat?—adelightfulpanion,generous,subtle,imaginative—asstandstoreason.Forhespendshislifeinpanywiththefihumanbeingsthathaveeverexisted.”
“Hum,”saidCastalia.“PerhapsI’dbettergobadtryagain.”
SomethreemonthslaterithappehatIwassittingalonewhenCastaliaentered.Idon’tknowwhatitwasinthelookofherthatsomovedme;butIcouldrainmyself,and,dashingacrosstheroom,Iclaspedherinmyarms.Notonlywassheverybeautiful;sheseemedalsointhehighestspirits.“Hoyyoulook!”Iexclaimed,asshesatdown.
“I’vebeenate,”shesaid.
“Askiions?”
“Answeringthem,”shereplied.
“Youhavenotbrokenourvows?”Isaidanxiously,notigsomethingaboutherfigure.
“Oh,thevow,”shesaidcasually.“I’mgoingtohaveababy,ifthat’swhatyoumean.You’timagine,”sheburstout,“howexg,howbeautiful,howsatisfying—”
“Whatis?”Iasked.
“To—to—answerquestions,”sherepliedinsomefusion.Whereupooldmethewholeofherstory.ButinthemiddleofanatwhiterestedaedmemorethananythingIhadeverheard,shegavethestracry,halfwhoop,halfholloa—
“Chastity!Chastity!Where’smychastity!”shecried.“HelpHo!Thestbottle!”
Therewasnothingintheroombutacruettainingmustard,whichIwasabouttoadministerwhensherecoveredherposure.
“Youshouldhavethoughtofthatthreemonthsago,”Isaidseverely.
“True,”shereplied.“There’snotmuchgoodinthinkingofitnow.Itwasunfortuheway,thatmymotherhadmecalledCastalia.”
“Oh,Castalia,yourmother—”Iwasbeginningwhenshereachedforthemustardpot.
“No,no,no,”shesaid,shakingherhead.“Ifyou’dbeenachastewomanyourselfyouwouldhavescreamedatthesightofme—insteadofwhichyourushedacrosstheroomandtookmeinyourarms.No,Cassandra.Weareherofuschaste.”Sowewentontalking.
Meanwhiletheroomwasfillingup,foritwasthedayappoiodiscusstheresultsofourobservations.Everyohought,feltasIdidaboutCastalia.Theykissedherandsaidhowgladtheyweretoseeheragain.Atlength,ereallassembled,Janeroseandsaidthatitwastimetobegin.Shebeganbysayingthatwehadnowaskedquestionsforoverfiveyears,andthatthoughtheresultswereboundtobeinclusive—hereCastalianudgedmeandwhisperedthatshewasnotsosureaboutthat.Theup,and,interruptingJahemiddleofasentence,said:
“Beforeyousayanymore,Iwanttoknow—amItostayintheroom?Because,”sheadded,“IhavetofessthatIamanimpurewoman.”
Everyonelookedatherinastonishment.
“Yoingtohaveababy?”askedJane.
Shenoddedherhead.
Itwasextraordinarytoseethedifferentexpressionsontheirfaces.Asortofhumwentthroughtheroom,inwhichIcouldcatchthewords“impure,”“baby,”“Castalia,”andsoon.Jane,whowasherselfsiderablymoved,putittous:
“Shallshego?Issheimpure?”
Sucharoarfilledtheroomasmighthavebeenheardireetoutside.
“No!No!herstay!Impure?Fiddlesticks!”YetIfahatsomeoftheyou,girlsofeenortwenty,heldbackasifoverewithshyhenweallcameaboutherandbeganaskiions,andatlastIsawoheyou,tinthebackground,approachshylyandsaytoher:
“Whatischastitythen?Imeanisitgood,orisitbad,orisitnothingatall?”SherepliedsolowthatIcouldnotcatchwhatshesaid.
“YouknowIwasshocked,”saidanother,“foratleasttenminutes.”
“Inmyopinion,”saidPoll,whowasgrowingcrustyfromalwaysreadingintheLondonLibrary,“chastityisnothingbutignorance—amostdiscreditablestateofmind.Weshouldadmitonlytheunchastetooursociety.IvotethatCastaliashallbeourPresident.”
Thiswasviolentlydisputed.
“Itisasunfairtobrandwomenwithchastityaswithunchastity,”saidPoll.“Someofushaven’ttheopportuher.Moreover,Idon’tbelieveCassyherselfmaintainsthatsheactedasshedidfromapureloveofknowledge.”
“Heisonlytwenty–oneanddivinelybeautiful,”saidCassy,witharavishiure.
“Imove,”saidHelen,“thatnoonebeallowedtotalkofchastityorunchastitysavethosewhoareinlove.”
“Oh,bother,”saidJudith,whohadbeenenquiringintostificmatters,“I’mnotinloveandI’mlongingtoexplainmymeasuresfordispensingwithprostitutesailizingvirginsbyActofParliament.”
ShewentontotellusofaioobeerectedatTubestationsandotherpublicresorts,which,uponpaymentofasmallfee,wouldsafeguardthenatioh,aodateitssons,andrelieveitsdaughters.ThenshehadtrivedamethodofpreservinginsealedtubesthegermsoffutureLordcellors“orpoetsorpaintersormusis,”shewenton,“supposing,thatistosay,thatthesebreedsareindthatwomenstillwishtobearchildren—”
“Ofcoursewewishtobearchildren!”criedCastalia,impatiently.Janerappedthetable.
“Thatistheverypointwearemettosider,”shesaid.“Forfiveyearswehavebeentryingtofindoutwhetherwearejustifiedintinuingthehumanrace.Castaliahasanticipatedourdecision.Butitremainsfortherestofustomakeupourminds.”
Hereoeranotherofourmessengersroseanddeliveredtheirreports.Themarvelsofcivilisationfarexceededourexpectations,and,aswelearntforthefirsttimehowmaheair,talksacrossspace,peestotheheartofanatom,andembracestheuniverseinhisspeculations,amurmurofadmirationburstfromourlips.
“roud,”wecried,“thatourmotherssacrificedtheiryouthinsuchacauseasthis!”Castalia,whohadbeenlisteningily,lookedprouderthanalltherest.ThenJaneremihatwehadstillmuchtolearn,andCastaliabeggedustomakehaste.Ohroughavasttaatistics.WelearntthatEnglandhasapopulationofsomanymillions,andthatsudsuchaproportionofthemisstantlyhungryandinprison;thattheaveragesizeofawman’sfamilyissudthatsogreatapertageofwomendiefrommaladiesiochildbirth.Reportswerereadofvisitstofactories,shops,slums,anddockyards.DescriptionsweregivenoftheStockExge,ofagigantichouseofbusinessiy,andofaGoverOffice.TheBritishieswerenowdiscussed,andsomeatwasgivenofourruleinIndia,AfridIreland.IwassittingbyCastaliaandInoticedheruneasiness.
“Weshallneveretoanyclusionatallatthisrate,”shesaid.“Asitappearsthatcivilisationissomuchmoreplexthanwehadanynotion,woulditertofineourselvestinalenquiry?Weagreedthatitwastheobjectoflifetoproducegoodpeopleandgoodbooks.Allthistimewehavebeentalkingofaeroplanes,factories,andmoney.Letustalkaboutmenthemselvesandtheirarts,forthatistheheartofthematter.”
Sothedinersoutsteppedforwardwithlongslipsofpapertainingaotheirquestions.Thesehadbeenframedaftermusideration.Agoodman,wehadagreed,mustatanyratebeho,passionate,andunworldly.Butwhetherornotaparticularmanpossessedthosequalitiescouldonlybediscoveredbyaskiions,oftenbeginningataremotedistanthetre.IsKensingtonaniceplacetolivein?Whereisyoursonbeingeducated—andyhter?Nowpleasetellme,whatdoyoupayforyars?Bytheway,isSirJosephabarooronlyaknight?Oftenitseemedthatwelearntmorefromtrivialquestionsofthiskindthanfrommoredirees.“Iacceptedmypeerage,”saidLordBunkum,“becausemywifewishedit.”Ifethowmanytitlestedforthesamereason.“Wfifteenhoursoutofthetwenty–four,asIdo—”tenthousandprofessionalmenbegan.
“No,no,ofcourseyoueitherreadnorwrite.Butwhydoyouworksohard?”“Mydearlady,withagrowingfamily—”“Butwhydoesyourfamilygrow?”Theirwiveswishedthattoo,orperhapsitwastheBritishEmpire.Butmnifitthantheanswersweretherefusalstoanswer.Veryfewwouldreplyatalltoquestionsaboutmoralityandreligion,andsuswersasweregiveserious.Questionsastothevalueofmoneyandpowerwerealmostinvariablybrushedaside,orpressedatextremerisktotheasker.“I’msure,”saidJill,“thatifSirHarleyTightbootshadn’tbeencarvionwhenIaskedhimaboutthecapitalistsystemhewouldhavecutmythroat.Theonlyreasonwhyweescapedwithourlivesoverandainisthatmeoncesohungryandsochivalrous.Theydespiseustoomuindwhatwesay.”
“Ofcoursetheydespiseus,”saidEleanor.“Atthesametimehowdoyouatforthis—Imadeenquiriesamoists.Now,nowomanhaseverbeenanartist,hasshe,Polls?”
“Jane—Austen—Charlotte—Bronte—Gee—Eliot,”criedPoll,likeamangmuffinsinabackstreet.
“Damnthewoman!”someoneexclaimed.“Whataboresheis!”
“SinceSapphotherehasbeennofemaleoffirstrate—”Eleanan,quotingfromaweeklyneer.
“It’snowwellknophowasthesomewhatlewdiionofProfessorHobkin,”Ruthinterrupted.
“Anyhow,thereisnoreasontosupposethatanywomaneverhasbeeowriteoreverwillbeabletowrite,”Eleanortinued.“A,wheneverIgoamongauthorstheyneverceasetotalktomeabouttheirbooks.Masterly!Isay,orShakespearehimself!(forosaysomething)andIassureyou,theybelieveme.”
“Thatprovesnothing,”saidJaheyalldoit.Only,”shesighed,“itdoesohelpusmuch.Perhapswehadbetterexaminemoderure.Liz,it’syourturn.”
Elizabethroseandsaidthatioprosecuteherenquiryshehaddressedasamanaakenforareviewer.
“Ihavereadnewbooksprettysteadilyforthepastfiveyears,”saidshe.“Mr.Wellsisthemostpopularlivingwriter;thenr.ArnoldBehenMr.ptonMakenzie;Mr.MaandMr.olemaybebracketedtogether.”Shesatdown.
“Butyou’vetoldusnothing!”weexpostulated.“OrdoyoumeanthatthesegentlemenhavegreatlysurpassedJane–ElliotandthatEnglishfiis—where’sthatreviewofyours?Oh,yes,‘safeintheirhands.’”
“Safe,quitesafe,”shesaid,shiftinguneasilyfromfoottofoot.“AndI’msurethattheygiveawayevehantheyreceive.”
Wewereallsureofthat.“But,”wepressedher,“dotheywritegoodbooks?”
“Goodbooks?”shesaid,lookingattheceiling“Youmustremember,”shebegan,speakingwithextremerapidity,“thatfiisthemirroroflife.Andyou’tdenythateducationisofthehighestimportandthatitwouldbeextremelyannoying,ifyoufoundyourselfaloBrightonight,nottoknowwhichwasthebestbhousetostayat,andsupposeitpingSundayevening—wouldn’titbeogototheMovies?”
“Butwhathasthatgottodowithit?”weasked.
“Nothing—nothing—nothingwhatever,”shereplied.
“Well,tellusthetruth,”webadeher.
“Thetruth?Butisn’titwonderful,”shebrokeoff—“Mr.Chitterhaswrittenaweeklyarticleforthepastthirtyyearsuponloveorhotbutteredtoastandhassentallhissoon—”
“Thetruth!”wedemanded.
“Oh,thetruth,”shestammered,“thetruthhasnothingtodowithliterature,”andsittingdownsherefusedtosayanotherword.
Itallseemedtousveryinclusive.
“Ladies,wemusttrytosumuptheresults,”Janewasbeginning,whenahum,whichhadbeenheardforsometimethroughtheopenwindow,drownedhervoice.
“ar!DeclarationofWar!”menwereshoutingireetbelow.
Welookedateachotherinhorror.
“Whatwar?”wecried.“Whatwar?”Weremembered,toolate,thatwehadhoughtofsendingaheHouseofons.Wehadfottenallaboutit.WeturoPoll,whohadreachedthehistoryshelvesintheLondonLibrary,andaskedhertoenlightenus.
“Why,”wecried,“domengotowar?”
“Sometimesforonereason,sometimesforanother,”sherepliedcalmly.“In1760,forexample—”Theshoutsoutsidedrownedherwords.“Againin1797—in1804—ItwastheAustriansin1866–1870wastheFranco–Prussian—In1900oherhand—”
“Butit’snow1914!”wecuthershort.
“Ah,Idon’tknowwhatthey’regoingtowarfornow,”sheadmitted.
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Thewarwasoverandpeacerocessofbeingsigned,whenIoncemorefoundmyselfwithCastaliaintheroomwhereourmeetingsusedtobeheld.Webeganidlyturnihepagesofouroldminutebooks.“Queer,”Imused,“toseeerethinkingfiveyearsago.”“Weareagreed,”Castaliaquoted,readingovermyshoulder,“thatitistheobjectoflifetoproducegoodpeopleandgoodbooks.”Wemadenoentuponthat.“Agoodmanisatanyrateho,passionateandunworldly.”“Whatawoman’slanguage!”Iobserved.“Oh,dear,”criedCastalia,pushingthebookawayfromher,“whatfoolswewere!Itoll’sfather’sfault,”shewenton.“Ibelievehediditonpurpose—thatridiculouswill,Imean,fPolltoreadallthebooksintheLondonLibrary.Ifwehadtoread,”shesaidbitterly,“wemightstillhavebeenbearingchildreninignorahatIbelievewasthehappiestlifeafterall.Iknowwhatyoingtosayaboutwar,”shecheckedme,“andthehorrorofbearingchildrehemkilled,butourmothersdidit,andtheirmothers,andtheirmothersbeforethem.Andtheydidn’tplain.Theycouldn’tread.I’vedonemybest,”shesighed,“topreventmylittlegirlfromlearningtoread,butwhat’stheuse?IcaughtAnnoerdaywithaneerinherhandandshewasbeginningtoaskmeifitwas‘true.’she’llaskmewhetherMr.LloydGeeisagoodman,theherMr.ArnoldBeisagood,andfinallywhetherIbelieveinGod.HowIbringmydaughteruptobelieveinnothing?”shedemanded.
“Surelyyoucouldteachhertobelievethataman’sintellectis,andalwayswillbe,fuallysuperiortoawoman’s?”Isuggested.Shebrightehisaoturnoverouroldminutesagain.“Yes,”shesaid,“thinkoftheirdiscoveries,theirmathematics,theirsce,theirphilosophy,theirscholarship—”andthenshebegantolaugh,“IshallneverfetoldHobkinandthehairpin,”shesaid,aonreadingandlaughingandIthoughtshewasquitehappy,whensuddenlyshedrewthebookfromherandburstout,“Oh,Cassandra,whydoyoutormentme?Don’tyouknowthatourbeliefinman’sintellectisthegreatestfallacyofthemall?”“What?”Iexclaimed.“Askanyjournalist,saster,politiorpublichousekeeperinthelandandtheywillalltellyouthatmenaremuchclevererthanwomen.”“AsifIdoubtedit,”shesaidsfully.“Howcouldtheyhelpit?Haven’twebredthemandfedaheminfortsihebeginningoftimesothattheymaybecleverevenifthey’renothingelse?It’sallourdoing!”shecried.“Weinsisteduponhavingintellednowwe’vegotit.Andit’sintellect,”shetihat’satthebottomofit.Whatcouldbemorecharmingthanaboybeforehehasbeguntocultivatehisintellect?Heisbeautifultolookat;hegiveshimselfnoairs;heuandsthemeaningofartandliteratureinstinctively;hegoesaboutenjoyinghislifeandmakingotherpeopleenjoytheirs.Theeachhimtocultivatehisintellect.Hebeesabarrister,acivilservant,ageneral,anauthor,aprofessor.Everydayhegoestoanoffice.Everyyearheproducesabook.Hemaintainsawholefamilybytheproductsofhisbrain—poordevil!Soonheeintoaroomwithoutmakingusallfeelunfortable;hedesdstoeverywomas,anddareshetrutheventohisownwife;insteadofrejoigoureyeswehavetoshutthemifwearetotakehiminourarms.True,theysolethemselveswithstarsofallshapes,ribbonsofallshades,andinesofallsizes—butwhatistosoleus?Thatweshallbeableintenyears’timetospendaweekendatLahore?OrthattheleastiinJapanhasawicethelengthofitsb松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读